I am grateful because..?

Taken from The Secret,one of the things that one should always remind themselves of is by making this list..

1. to still being able to breath,to use all of my God given body accordingly..
2. to have my hubby n my baby...:))
   
3. to have a family that functions well.(i think soo)
4. to have a roof over my head,and all other basic necessities.
5. to spend every single day with my lil sunshine watching her every step of the way...

Ai'syah is 8 months old today!Ummi's very emotional..wargh!she's starting to stand on her own whenever she find anything that she can lean on to..It seems like yesterday I first saw her in that labour room,speechless..

Si Molat ku..

Buah hatii pengarang jantung ummi and baba..Nur Ai'syah sudah masuk 7 bulan...Sudah meniarap,merangkak tapi jatuh2 lagi..Cepatnya anak ummi besar!Rasa baru semalam Ai'syah menangis minta di angkat,sekarang Ai'syah dah pandai kepak2 kan tangan kalau mahu ummi atau baba angkat.
Minggu ni Ai'syah mengasah skill baru,memanjat!Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa takutnya ummi tengok Ai'syah memanjat.Duduk pun tak betul lagi.Badan ummi pun dah dijadikan tangga,apa yang penting Ai'syah boleh panjat..Ummi nampak kesungguhan anak ummi tu..Semalam entah berapa kali Ai'syah jatuh..Ummi rasa nak nanges jer bile Ai'syah nanges..Sayang ummi...Ummi tau Ai'syah tak sabar nak berdiri macam orang lain..Tapi tolonglah sabar sayang ku...Nenek ngan Tok Wan kata Ai'syah ni nak jalan cepat kot..Yeke??Alahai..anak ummi..nak jalan dah ke??

Of love and breastfeeding..

Last week my sister had to leave for Geneva (5 days) work purposes.We've been discussing on who were going to help her husband took care of her kids,especially the youngest one.Mama said she don't mind taking all three of them back to Pekan,but my sister refused to let Faris missed his school and I was more worried on Faiz cause he is fully breastfed at nite.Therefore,we decided that Faiz and Aina stayed with me while mak jang comes and stay with me to help me out since I also have my little girl crawling around the house.While Faris stayed with his dad soo that he wont missed school.
the first night was a bit hard on faiz since he is soo used of his mother's smell.somehow my mum manage to comfort him and he sleeps.around subuh time he cried again,poor boy,I decided that I should just gave him my milk.(has been agreed by both parents and my hubby beforehand)He was a bit confused at first,but then continued drinking untill his full.Alhamdulillah.later he cried I fed him again.Ai'syah now officially have a big brother!*practically the look of the week,Ai'syah and Faiz fighting over the fan remote control,Aina refused to interfere cause she wants to sleep.LOL~


Whenever I fed him,I kept thinking this would probably happened to Ai'syah if I decided to go back to work,and its such a relief to know that I'm there for her.Faiz is way independent since my sister send him to her office nursery,so during day I don't really have to fed him up untill evening cause my sister fed him during lunch break.Ai'syah on the other hand never experienced nursery let alone staying with anyone else but me and her baba.
The few days he was a bit shy with me,then day-3,he starts playing with me and whenever I call him to come to me,he jump right on my lap waiting to be fed..aww...how cute is that?
Thanks to makjang for coming to the rescue for I don't think I can yet handle 3 kids at one time.It was a good practice though.(Seriously,found a new respect for my sister who had to take care and work at the same time,even mama had help when we were small)Tabik spring!Toing3!
I really missed Aina's singing Air pasang pagi..these are her version:

Air pasang pagi,sulut putol lima,
nonya manyun pagi,ciram potok bunya,
potok bunya melo,tanam tepi bolam,
itek betulo,ayam, menetas,
cik babe,yatuh lalam payit,
cik aminah atawe,laret.laret!

I've record it on my phone,but I cant yet transfer it.Aina is the best.I wished one day Ai'syah got that smart , funny bit of Aina.makcik..makcik...Ummi missed you!