Of D&C and Rota Virus....

Today we are going to talk about D&C,according to Medlineplus Medical Encyclodia,D and C is a procedure to scrape and collect the tissue (endometrium) from inside the uterus.

Dilation ("D") is a widening of the cervix to allow instruments into the uterus.
Curettage ("C") is the scraping of the walls of the uterus.

As I shared my recent misscarriage,this was our last alternatives since the doctors have tried giving me prescriptions and giving me meds to clears out my uterus...it was the longest sleep I had after two years off no deep sleep after having Ai'syah,cause she fully breastfed.When the doctor give me a heads up that I'll feel nothing but sleepiness I was quite nervous since I never experince general or local anesthesia.I can feel the meds kicked in and bam!I'm in lala land!I can hardly open my eyes after almost two hours,though the procedure only took about 30 minutes..Only the next day I realized that its really over,the babies I carried for 11 weeks are now really gone...I had mixed feeling of relief and sad but I need to sucked it up since Ai'syah was having a terrible dierhea,she cried everytime she pooped and her soft bottom had this nasty redness which just made it worse.
Meanwhile,earlier that week I've already booked place,cakes,and invited bunch of friends and family for Ai'syah birthday party,something that I decided to do inspite of all the things happened to me..Its just seemed not fair to skip my princess birthday cause ummi was sick..Then at the night of her party,princess dierhea worsen,she now puked!Party had to go on,she was smiley all thru the night,though she was pretty scared of the A & W bear.But I can see her getting tired from everything and puked again before we leave the party..The next day,we decided that we need to take her to the hospital,jumped straight to emergency room cause she starting to look fatigue,doctor examined and decided to do a swab test,and then told us that she had Rota Virus,something that we didn't see coming...But the good news was she's showing signs off recovering as the doctor point that Rota Virus can't be detected early,only when its almost over then only they could tell..Alhamdulillah,she's revovering well...
So there you goes,my episodes in the hospitals...

MIA!

Salam,its been quite some time not wrting,reasons are many but don't need to write that iI guess?
It's Ramadhan,my favourite months of the year!alhamdulillah,looking forward to fast again since I was visited by aunt flow on the 1st Ramadhan,thank you very much.poor hubby was fasting alone,poor bubu...
Anyway,I think I did mentioned that I hope to be pregnant again this year..?Well,no need drumrolls,not happening yet..:'( sad,but I know,Allah has plans for me,so let the nature run its course...I was obbssed at some point,counting my period,checking dates for my ovulation,crazy huh?Teary eyes when aunt flow came,i hate it!i was driving myself crazy,thankfully hubby was such a good sport.Always knows how to deal withbmy sadness..saborjela,kawen ngan drama queen kan?
On that note,lets talk about my darling princess!She talks her own language that only sometimes I can understand..She mimicked almost every single thing that she saw me doing,putting on make-ups,cooking,praying,etc.Still fully breastfed,she's starteddrinking choc formula milk these past few weeks,but only as breakfast drinks.Very talkative,full of energy ( did i mentioned Nur Ai'syah means cahaya yang hidup?) exactly what she is!Till then ,happy fasting peeps!

My first self-purchase handbag after 5 years!!!!!

Pathetic as it sound,its true...I've been spoil by my husband for the past 5 years we've been together.Plus I was a student back then,so,handbag was never really on my budget unless it cost not more than 50ringgit.I used to work before I continue my degree,my last purchase of handbag was a fake LV from Petaling Street.hehehe..(demmm..tuenye!)
This month I called it my rezki month.After such a long time lazying myself chasing Ai'syah around,I start baby-sitting lil'Adreanna.It was chaos,the first week.It was overwhelming for me.Ai'syah was not much of help as she never had to share attention with anybody before.But its been a month today,and we both have used to that lil' smiley girl with a serious appetite for breast milk.hehe..Thinking back,this is such a good practice for both me and Ai'syah before Ummi's pregnant again..(not yetla!)
This week receive another job from my ex-lecturer(BFF) too,asking me to help her prepared some slides for her short English courses.Though I was afraid to say yes,but I took her challenge.Allah knows how glad I did that!It reminded me of how much I love studying and teaching!And my lecturer was happy with my work!Yay!
Soo,all in all the two things that I did rewarded me with some amount of money.And what did I do with it?I bought myself a new handbag!Looking at the handbag made me felt such joy that is beyond words!To both SIL and my dear Cik Has(BFF!) thank you...You have no idea how happy I am to see that handbag..
Addreanna has starts giggling when I tickled her..Ummi will missed that giggle for these 4 days!We're off to Krabi tomorrow,hubby's taking us three for a vacation!Its our 5th year anniversary of being together.Alhamdulillah..Praying that everything will be going smoothly.amin...:))

Colmar Tropicale :R.I.P

Medieval French Village...Where to start?Hmm..First and foremost,let me remind you,if you haven't been to this place,and planning to go to,DO IGNORE this post.But if you must read it and then decided not to go because of this entry,well,that's pretty much your choice.:P
Located not so far from KL,Berjaya build this so-called-French-countryside.You may have came accross this place a few time by now.As a whole,this place looks pretty nice in the outside..But beware what's waiting for you in the inside!(Jeng..jeng..jeng..)It was an unplanned getaway.We have planned to go somewhere nicer end of this February,inshaAllah..But since its our 2nd wedding anniversary,we decided to go for a quick trip closer to home since hubby didn't really have that long day off.
We've been there once with his family,but we didn't stay.So,this time..Kononnyala..we come with Ai'syah,wanna make it a bit special,stay there for a night,experience the French countryside at night.(Frenchla sangat!)
The day was fun,we took Ai'syah along with my two cousins and Along to the Japanese Garden.Too bad,because of the rain,the waterfall in the garden was muddy.We could still see and fed the Koi fish,but it wasn't as clear like the 1st time we went there.Then we took them to see the soo-called-French countryside,and after we ate,we went our separate ways,as Along took the boys home,and we checked-in to our family suite.
As that moment,Ai'syah body temperature has started to jump up,and she has started crying with saliva running down..My baby teeth decided to reappear.Nice.The room smells like "kepam",the aircond are super cold,and my TV are not working.Great!
Trying not to sound ungrateful to my dear hubby,I shut my mouth and kept myself busy with consoling my dear baby girl until she felt asleep.After many attempts of feeding,Ai'syah finally gave in and felt asleep.Tucking her on the bed I saw this little black thing crawling on our bed.ITS A FREAKING FLEA!!A human flea!I almost screamed,but looking at my poor girl,I hold my voice cause I really didn't want to wake her up.I was working slowly,like a CSI..Looking if there are more of that creatures while scratching my head..(scary!!)
That's just the room,later that night,Ai'syah was feeling better,and so we decided to tryout the Authenthic French fine dining restaurant-La Cigogne.Never seemed to fail my expectation,yes,they did it again.The food?Maybe I never really tasted the real fine dining experienced,but as far as my food knowledge on how they were supposed to taste,made,and look like,I think I pretty much get the idea.At the end of the dinner,we find ourselves laughing at our stupidity and how disappointing the whole experiences has been.The price?Let's just said,you would be fuller by spending the bill at Tony Romas.
As the morning came,we find ourselves packing early and ready to leave the shitty suite(SIOT bukan suite).Thank God the breakfast buffet was good.Last stop was the rabbit sanctuary,they have grown more rabbit and Ai'syah was having fun!Yay!At least they was something that bring smile to our faces.Overall,I thank my husband for spending his time and money to take us to the place(Nasib ade airline crew discount).Though,the hotel was crappy,we still managed to enjoy our short trip there.To Berjaya,I am truly disappointed with you and your maintenance crew.I called almost 3 times for someone to repair the TV,but nobody came.For those who's planning to go there,by all means,GO..But just don't stay..not worth it,owh..Don't forget to pack food,soda cost RM8 per can.Thank you.:)

birthday and sarang semut...

Today, I turned 27 years old..yikes!that's a lot of number no?But then looking back,if you asked me,I have to said that I have lived quite a life,thanks to the Most Merciful for lending me everything that I have..Family,friends,and everything..
Anyway,as usual,when it comes to my birthday,my hubby never really fails to impress me.Though way back when we were not married,he would just take me out and pick whatever(within his budget)for my birthday.This year I refuse not to anticipate to that routine as I clearly told him to surprise me..
what a surprise!He actually gets it this time,and this time I was really2 impressed!What did I get,well,lets just said he did it!I'm awed,and I'm falling in love all over again with my hubby..corny!yes I am..its really not about the present,its just how he manage to pull this one out..Moi couldn't not be any happier since we've been not having enough sleeps for two days,finishing last minutes order for our infamous kueh sarang semut..(alhamdulillah,duit raye!)
I must said,having to work together on this kueh really brings some level of togetherness in us.I think its officially will be our little bonding activity to do..One of those nights I'll asked him,if I died first,do you think you'll get married again?Then he said,most probably not...(aaaw!)Then I said,me too,then I go said,"I tak rase ade laki yang nak buat kueh sarang semut ngan I mcm you.."hehe..funny,but true..I'm soo lucky to have him..that I always knew..

4 years..and its growing stronger...

I can still remember one particular night that completely change my life..

That late night phone call..

That conversation that brings a smile and a happy tears to my eyes....

That one answers that kept me blushing...

That proposal...That declaration...That you are falling for me....

And that I am falling into you....

Sayang...I love soo much...And I pray that this love will last forever...

Only He knows how thankful I am to have you in my life..

Your my knight in shining armour, my hero , and my Superman....

One Year!!

Alhamdulillah,its been a year that me and my husband share our life as husband and wife..Coming to the year 2010,we'll be starting a whole new chapter as parent and for me hopefully as a teacher..( i tell you about tat in a whole other entry).Remembering back a year back yesterday,was one of the most beautiful day of my life.My wedding day,and fast forward this year,
the same date, I have an adorable little girl in my arms, sleeping like nothing else matter..
Its the best feeling,knowing that waking up in the morning that you have that two person waiting for you to kiss them..hopefully in near future the number will add up..insyaAllah..I have soo many people to thank to,but most of all,I have to thank the Most Merciful for blessing us..There's no words can describes how thankful we are for what He has given to us.
My dear husband,whose working day and night,trying his best to fulfill this little lady needs and now another little girl who also will be relying on him.Thank you sayang..We love you...And I pray for us to be forever till eternity...Amin...

the clock is ticking..

alhamdulillah..it has come to the last trimester..there's nothing I could or would wished for except that I'll have a safe delivery and a healthy baby girl (insyaAllah)..God knows how it feels inside,the mixed feeling of anxiety and happiness that I'm sure me and my husband shared..I know he tried his best not to look worried soo i would be less worried,but his eyes tells it all..Is there's anything my husband bad is:is hiding something from me..Its like a curse and a blessing in the same time..
I know he's worried that i may go into c-sec (nauzubillah)..I know that he worried he'll be working during the delivery,and most of all his worried if anything happen to me and our lil girl..That I know for sure..It's nice to be pregnant when you have such a lovely husband..(angkat bakul sendiri nampak?) But honestly?Can anyone tell me if they husband actually wake up in the middle of the night just to give their wife a foot massage?Dispite the fact that he just came back from the long hours flight?I didn't meant to wake him up really,but when I had that cramp..I am really in pain,and I would cried like a baby..Then the next morning I would walk like a dinosour,cause it would still hurt..
Anyway, I'm heading for my posting interview this 5th November.Had to read loads of crap to prove that I wanted the job soo bad..(I doo...hehe)Do pray for me people!

Ramadhan yang special :))

Alhamdulillah....sekejap jer dah habis Ramadhan...sayu sungguh rasenye nak raye Ramadhan sungguh istimewa tahun ini..walaupun ibadat tak sehebat orang lain tapi memang Lin suke bulan ni..dari dulu lagi..selalu cakap ngan suami..bulan ni sangat 'magic'..hmm..sebab tu lah Allah bagi sekali je setahun..Walaupun tahun ni puasa ngan baby dlm perut,syukur sungguh rasenye dapat puase kurang satu hari je..(muntah dgn hebat di pagi birthday sendiri,ingatkn bleh tahan, kol sepuluh dah lembik sgt dah,tak tahan...)Ibu2 mengandung first time,please be noted that bersahur kene tau ape yang kite boleh dan tak boleh makan..seme org lain selere,tapi bg mengelakkan kejadian muntah seperti saye,tolongla jangan sahor makan campur2 mende yg pedas dan manis..perut tak smpt nak digest dlm ms yang singkat..huhu..
Disebabkan tidak bekerje dan mengadu terlalu kerap kepada suami tentang tahap keboringan dirumah bile die kerje..Kami memutuskan untuk buat biskut raye sendiri..Biskut raye yg pertame dibuat ialah Biskut Bunge Cine @ semprit bunge resipe mokde yang sgt hebat..
Cubaan pertame semprit kembang sampai takde bentuk bunge..haaha..klako gile..tergelak sorang2 malam tu sebab semangat sungguh,ijad tak sampai airport lagi dh start buat..Trus called mokdebertanye kenape jadi gitu..rupenye tepung kene tambah and klu nk kembang just nice kene buat kecik2 or dlm cup..haih!sungguh perasan bagus tak tanye sblm buat...Misi die teruskan..malam tu tido dkt pukul 1..alhamdulillah semprit menjadi lepas dpt tip dr mokde..
Biskut seterusnye,choc chip.Pastu sarang semut..ha!tu mmg hebat..buat ngan suami tercinte since die mmg nak sgt kueh tu..siap nak bisness lagi tahun depan.(yelah tu yang) Pastu buat cornflakes madu,last skali buat mini popia gulung,ni pun ngan Ijad..punyela jauh sampai Shah Alam nu pegi nak beli serunding ikan yang memang hebat..kiteorg struggle nak menggulung popia tu..barulah tau betape tak berbaloinye nk bisness mende tu..penat..
Bulan puase ni jugak Lin cukup 26 tahun..Ijad buat kek kukus pisang..special la tu...hehe..
(tak kisah pun sebab rase baby dlm perut ni hadiah paling best untuk kiteorg bedue) Tup2 die bagi jgk hadiah lain..handbag..hehehe...mmg misi die utk berhenti beli handbag dah sebenarnyer..tapi suami mmg lebey kurang jugak klu tgk handbag yg lain dr lain sket...so collection handbag Fadzlin bertambah lagi..(thank you sayang!)
Hmm..ape lagi eh?Owh tahun ni Lin raye umah Ijad dulu kat Temeloh sbb raye ketige Ijad dah keje..Mmg mule tu rase cam mama!!cane la nk raye mama seme takde?pastu pikir balik,haih!papa pun org Temeloh jgk..deorg pun blk sini..huhu..So,walaupun lambat,petang raye pertame pun Lin still jumpe mama,papa, and adik-beradik yang lain..Kire untunglakan kawen org dekat2 ni??hehe..okla..nanti smabung citer pasal raye in details..:)

My Baby…

I now officially have two babies to take care off..My hubby (the-big-baby) and my baby “baby” (in-the-making) he/she is three months this week.. Last Tuesday we went for the second check-up, during the scanning it was moving….upside down..it was soo adorable..last month it was really small..in a month the transformation was such a miracle for both of us…and it moved…we were awed by it ,when I came out from the doctor’s room I was bursting in tears…(blame the hormones!) suddenly I felt all the tiredness, the puking, the mood swings, GONE…it was worth it…I would never understand how anyone could just throw away their babies... in whatever circumstances that they are in…its just pure unhuman…even the animals protect their babies….

Back to our little bundle of joy…I’m feeling way much better now, still have times that I am nauseated by strong smells( bau org masak kari,bau asap rokok,b.o yg sgt habat )or by tooth paste(had to get a maternity tooth paste,lol). One thing for sure, I can eat rice again!Not saying that before this I can’t even eat it,I just lost the appetite, but now its on again and I am happy!:) Amazingly,I actually lost weight last month..I read that some lost weight on the 1^st trimester but will be gaining in the 2^nd and final trimester…so,I’m guessing I’m fine then..the funny part is ijad’s stomach is growing a bit bigger now that most people that we know are noticing it…my dear hubby,he was on training for two months and he finished most of the food that I can’t finished..soo there you go…He didn’t really gain any weight its just the stomach..hehe…cute…( only applicable to me,cause he’s mine :p)

Well that’s the updates…Lin is pregnant and vewy2 happy…in 4 weeks time will finish her teaching practical.!!yabedabedooo!!!!

the starting of the new beginning...

We made it...Alhamdullillah...There is nothing in the world would replace the mixed feeling that I felt on that 27th December 2008.We've been together for almost three years, went through all the ups and downs together as a couple..On that particular date,it was official..We both made our promised to Allah and to ourselves that we are going to be together as long as He allows us to be.Through all sickeness and health, for richer and poorer, as long as we shall live...

Today, it's been 1 month and 4 days since we've became husband and wife..I found myself falling in love all over again with him..(some like to believe its a phase) But I think I am growing to love him more and more each days that we've spent together...The way he kissed my forehead everytime we wake up from sleep is something I look foward in my every waking moment.In my heart I pray, "Dear God, please let all of this last till my last breath.."This must be the feeling of love...

macam-macam...

hari ni rase cam nak gelak pun yer cam nak marah pun yer...nape?

yang nak tegelak:

• citer mimi semalam,miss x kat kelas kiteorg yang satu kelas tak suke mengaku kat cik pah die tak suke kiteorg..(she's like 33 years old tau...very high-school)
• cam tak pecaye kat kad kawen tu name sendiri...(Kembang jer rase bile tgk kad tu...bebunge2 cam dlm hindustan tu..nak nyanyi2,pusing2 pokok cam aishwaria rai...hehehe)
• tgk kawan2 yang dah makin matang(not all)..how they faced each problems everyday,how fast time flies...
• my confidence in driving,trust me,i pray a lot in Mekah so that I have courage to drive again..
• anak2 sedare yang dah makin besar dan makin pandai...faris yang rase die pandai swimming and aina yang rase die dah boleh jalan..they're soo ADORABLE!!

Yang nak marah:

• driving school yang asyik cancel driving class...byk lg bende aku nak buat...geram!!
• wireless kolej ni,Ya Allah..sabojelah...
• lelaki namenyer Safwan:PENIPU besor!used to know him before,did not know him anymore..
• budak2 yang tak matang2 kat kelas tu...dah nak pegi praktikal,perangai lagi terok dari budak sekolah menengah..

Paperpun,semue perasaan tuh takboleh mengatasi satu-satunye perasaan yang tengah bebunge kat hati saye...nak jadi isteri Yuzairill Haizad....hmm.....wife...husband...wedding.....Allah jerla yang tau betape bersyukurnye saye....(huhuhu...tetibe nak nangis....)

p/s:tulisan seorang yang tengah PMS... :)