2014 recap...

Assalamualaikum..Been quite a while since I last update this,felt like a lost writer.2014 was quite a year alhamdulillah..went to Hong Kong,Pangkor,Kota Kinabalu...And Penang and Johor of course.Met withmy old best friend in Johor and KK.Tat was amazing...I loved them soo much but we lost contact for stupid reasons.oooo...and I've started to drive myself!!!Such a happy feeling to get back behind the wheel and get stuck in jam?hahaha...Still...It was fun being able to have a brunch with my fellow housewives  once a while.I also managed to get my ass to a ladies gymnasium..Which give me my bass back!yup...these years is all about tat bass!from jlo to nicky minaj!hahah...personally,i think it was a great year for me...alhamdulillah..i wouldnt wanna share any of my bad memories this year cause I've flushed it down and I forgave myself and others whose responsible for it..you see,life is too short...I learn to appreciate it more than to see the bad stuff that goes around it...So,welcome 2015!Let face the crazy Puchong traffic like a champion and not skipped gym session!

Anak lelaki kedua...

Assalam..

Ceritanya..dari awal lahir anak teruna Fauziah,suami adik suruh susukan anak itu..katanya nanti dah besar,mudah bg ai'syah dan amna..tak payah bertudung kepala dengan shifa'.

Saya teragak-agak..macam tak betul plak niat tu..balik kampung baru ini..daya acah-acah nak susukan dia..suami adik cakap "susukanlah..nanti boleh dia bawa amna dan ai'syah umrah & haji." MasyaAllah...cair rase hati..betul jugak kata Shukry.Kudrat Allah siapa yang tahu,andai ummi dan baba pergi dulu..syukurlah ada adik dan abang susuan bakal membantu..

Allahuakhbar..arini nak balik Puchong.sedih plak rase nak tinggal si kecil..

Soal iman?

Soal hati,soal iman?

Tipis atau tebal siapa yang mampu lihat?

Lihat dengan mata atau dengan hati?

Iman itu ada,cuma di situ atau disini?

Iman untuk siapa?

Untuk DIA atau untuk Dunia?

Iman memang tidak boleh diwarisi..

Memang tak boleh dijual dan dibeli,

Iman yang mudah rapuh,

Bagi kami yang serba lemah dan mudah jatuh...

Bangun terkapai-kapai...mencari iman yang retak tadi..

Retak atas emosi,retak atas polusi duniawi...

Retak,dan hampir mati...

Kuatkan hati..Pohon Ilahi..

Kutip yang retak tadi..

Semoga DIA mengerti,aku cuma hamba disini...

Semoga diterima nanti,dengan iman yang tebal dihati...amin...

Towards a better life!

Assalam..Belum lewat untuk saya ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri..mohon maaf tersalah silap sepanjang mengarang disini..

  Nak cite sikit pasal gambar kat atas tu..Tu gambar lepas bersenam pagi tadi.Tak edit ape-ape tau gambar tu..Saya suke sebab I actually think I look radiant after the workout.Scientifically it said that is because all the happy hormones are released during a workout!

Maka marilah kite bersenam..

When I started a few months back really cause I wanted something for myself after ze huzben got himself a bike.But when my instructor asked me why I joined?Really to keep fit again..I was fit back then and I missed those good old times.I'm not planning to loose weight..(bonus if i did) the main concerned was that I'm 31 this year..and I wanna be healthy..to feel good about myself again in terms of taking a of oneself.They said, "take care of yourself first before you can take care of others" I have to agree.

 We mommies,tend to neglect ourself as we love to take care of others.Remember,a happy women is a happy mother,wife,worker!Exercise!Just like Elmo said it"it makes you feels good and it shoes!!" 

Liar liar pants on fire..

If there's anything I can't tolerate,it would be lying...Its the worst kind of betrayal any human being can do to one another.For me...liars and the worst kind..but who am I to judge?sometimes I lied too..soo I must be the worst of people too?

Trying to instill sabr ain't easy..but remembering that we are all humans..where the fitrah is never perfect and flawed.Remembering to lower the expectations towards one another is also another thing..MashaAllah...help me...I can't be sad for these petty matters of the world..This stage,these momentary world..Its not supposed to be perfect..I'm still struggling...taking baby steps that I kept on stumbling..May Allah eases this journey of claiming back the heart..that belongs to HIM..amin..