Happy 10th bIrthday AA!

OMG I must be a retard for excidently deleting my own post!?wtfish! Anyway,must get back to what I stupidly erased just now!(ketok kepale) In the post I asked why: 1.do you take the LOW COST CARRIER when you know your ass can't fit in the small seat?its LOW Cost=Smaller plane get it? 2.stare at the stewardess short skimpy skirt if you know its aurat?(tgk skali dahla!) 3.complain to others instead of the customer service?they are paid to hear your complain,did you know that?(better,go to the press,masok tv ko nyah!) 4.did you blame them for the tax??its the freaking MAB(goverment)who got the money(ticket dah murah lagi nak seme free!) 5.do you questioned that you cannot change your cheap ticket at the last minute?hello? Check the t&c before you bought the ticket? Duh.. 6.go angry for check in charges??in US,and other countries,dah bezaman buat check in online yer??!FYI,klu kene tgl flight jugak biasenye adela yg salah kat ground staff or MAB. These are also some off the reason why all the delayed flights happened; 1.if you see the pilot are a bit late,chances are there's a last minute changes,the onduty pilot maybe call-in sick or maybe having emergency ( pilots are normal human ),so they have to get other pilots to take that pilot place.and there are two of them. 2.if they pilot tells you that they need to turnaround,chances are the weather are bad that its not safe to land,or something might be wrong with the flight,most of the time its the weather. 3.LCTT and KLIA share the same runaways (landasan) soo,they have to follow the air traffic control,bukan ikot ske Tony yer?sabo bole? 4.the stairs are not that high,its not batu caves,its just stairs,get ur lazy ass to do some exersicela!if your golden citizen,pregnant women,special needs,and so forth,you get to cut the line!so whats the problem here? 5. Go travel with other airlines if you hate it soo much,dont go complain,bitch-fit on fb about it then bile offer stay- up tunggu ticket murah!whose the bitch now? As a conclusion,we all like to things for granted,ade low cost carrier bebel,sedar tak sedar ramai dah org yang dah naik kapal terbang kan? Cube tnye makcik2, dlm 5 org mesti sorg dah penah naik AA..betul cakap boss, now everyone CAN fly! Hehehe...biarla siape pun tokey,siapepun proxy nye,yang penting kite semue dah senang nak melihat dunia selain malaysia..orang KB flight penoh sokmo klu pg KL,sene kawe nok nego!nak jumpe sedare mare jauh...bukan itu ke yang penting?cube tgk org putih kat LCCT,kelek anak 3 relax je,sbb die dah biase travel dgn low cost carrier,so die tak kesah,dah namenye pun murah!Yang penting jalan!nak exclusive2 pgla naik MAS...airport kosong,kapal kosong,senang nak check in...kekekeke...

Give her a TWO!

some of the shots taken from Ai'syah's birthday..much thanks to all that came.though she was sick,like her ummi (eccheee!) Ai'syah was a good sport that night!may you be a solehah daughther,sister,and mother one day..amin...ummi and baba loves you soo very much!

Of D&C and Rota Virus....

Today we are going to talk about D&C,according to Medlineplus Medical Encyclodia,D and C is a procedure to scrape and collect the tissue (endometrium) from inside the uterus.

Dilation ("D") is a widening of the cervix to allow instruments into the uterus.
Curettage ("C") is the scraping of the walls of the uterus.

As I shared my recent misscarriage,this was our last alternatives since the doctors have tried giving me prescriptions and giving me meds to clears out my uterus...it was the longest sleep I had after two years off no deep sleep after having Ai'syah,cause she fully breastfed.When the doctor give me a heads up that I'll feel nothing but sleepiness I was quite nervous since I never experince general or local anesthesia.I can feel the meds kicked in and bam!I'm in lala land!I can hardly open my eyes after almost two hours,though the procedure only took about 30 minutes..Only the next day I realized that its really over,the babies I carried for 11 weeks are now really gone...I had mixed feeling of relief and sad but I need to sucked it up since Ai'syah was having a terrible dierhea,she cried everytime she pooped and her soft bottom had this nasty redness which just made it worse.
Meanwhile,earlier that week I've already booked place,cakes,and invited bunch of friends and family for Ai'syah birthday party,something that I decided to do inspite of all the things happened to me..Its just seemed not fair to skip my princess birthday cause ummi was sick..Then at the night of her party,princess dierhea worsen,she now puked!Party had to go on,she was smiley all thru the night,though she was pretty scared of the A & W bear.But I can see her getting tired from everything and puked again before we leave the party..The next day,we decided that we need to take her to the hospital,jumped straight to emergency room cause she starting to look fatigue,doctor examined and decided to do a swab test,and then told us that she had Rota Virus,something that we didn't see coming...But the good news was she's showing signs off recovering as the doctor point that Rota Virus can't be detected early,only when its almost over then only they could tell..Alhamdulillah,she's revovering well...
So there you goes,my episodes in the hospitals...

Lost .....

11 weeks ago,I found out I was pregnant, Few weeks after that, the doctor confirmed , It's a twin, But she warned of the risks, Mixed emotion, Worried,sad,happy,overwhelmed, God is great I was getting the hold of it, Last Tuesday another check up, Was feeling good, Morning sickness had eased up, Looking at the screen, Babies looked ok, But I noticed something, Where's the heart beats doc??? Then she said it, The nightmare that I did not want to hear, She asked me to wait, Leaving hospital with tears in my eyes, Hoping for miracle, Wanting for a second opinion, Mama said patience,mak said dont cry, Went for the second doc, Seeing them there, No heart beats, Kills me inside!! God knows how I wished I dont blame myself,r What I've done,what I've ate?? Thank Allah for people around me, For Ai'syah,for hubby, For those who care, I thank you... Though this might be the toughest moment for me, I'm glad I had all of you, My family,my friends,my hubby;my hero....

Al-fatihah..

Yesterday,early in the morning my usual routine starts with subuh prayers,then ipad browsing..i saw my highschool senior status that said that one of her batchmate passed away the night before after fighting a battle with breast cancer..i burst into tears,i should have visited her during raya,i should have looked for her address..i was filled with guilt..:(i was planning to do soo,but..there's always a but...no used of talking about it,just make me felt more guilty.. I didn't had the chance to see her after highschool,she was my sister batchmate,my roomates when i was in form1,hour beds were next to each other,i remember how sporty she was,how she smell in the morning before heading to class,she used to wore top-to-toe Enchanter showel gel,lotion,and perfume...She was tall,totally cheerful,and ready to cheer me up whenever I'm down..We've came accrossed through our facebook pictures,and status....she did mentioned that she's sick but never really mentioned about what kind of sickness she's dealing,only those whose closed knew cause she did starts blogging for a short time...today i read her blog,she manage to write 10 entries which started in July,knowing her for that short period of time,I knew she was such a strong person,fighting a battle that only God knows how painful it is.. I cant stop crying reading this one entry about her daughter whose turning 7 years old next year,and how smart she is..all i can do is pray for her,and for her family to carry on with their lives..al- fatihah..