Of love and breastfeeding..

Last week my sister had to leave for Geneva (5 days) work purposes.We've been discussing on who were going to help her husband took care of her kids,especially the youngest one.Mama said she don't mind taking all three of them back to Pekan,but my sister refused to let Faris missed his school and I was more worried on Faiz cause he is fully breastfed at nite.Therefore,we decided that Faiz and Aina stayed with me while mak jang comes and stay with me to help me out since I also have my little girl crawling around the house.While Faris stayed with his dad soo that he wont missed school.
the first night was a bit hard on faiz since he is soo used of his mother's smell.somehow my mum manage to comfort him and he sleeps.around subuh time he cried again,poor boy,I decided that I should just gave him my milk.(has been agreed by both parents and my hubby beforehand)He was a bit confused at first,but then continued drinking untill his full.Alhamdulillah.later he cried I fed him again.Ai'syah now officially have a big brother!*practically the look of the week,Ai'syah and Faiz fighting over the fan remote control,Aina refused to interfere cause she wants to sleep.LOL~


Whenever I fed him,I kept thinking this would probably happened to Ai'syah if I decided to go back to work,and its such a relief to know that I'm there for her.Faiz is way independent since my sister send him to her office nursery,so during day I don't really have to fed him up untill evening cause my sister fed him during lunch break.Ai'syah on the other hand never experienced nursery let alone staying with anyone else but me and her baba.
The few days he was a bit shy with me,then day-3,he starts playing with me and whenever I call him to come to me,he jump right on my lap waiting to be fed..aww...how cute is that?
Thanks to makjang for coming to the rescue for I don't think I can yet handle 3 kids at one time.It was a good practice though.(Seriously,found a new respect for my sister who had to take care and work at the same time,even mama had help when we were small)Tabik spring!Toing3!
I really missed Aina's singing Air pasang pagi..these are her version:

Air pasang pagi,sulut putol lima,
nonya manyun pagi,ciram potok bunya,
potok bunya melo,tanam tepi bolam,
itek betulo,ayam, menetas,
cik babe,yatuh lalam payit,
cik aminah atawe,laret.laret!

I've record it on my phone,but I cant yet transfer it.Aina is the best.I wished one day Ai'syah got that smart , funny bit of Aina.makcik..makcik...Ummi missed you!

Berbaloi ker??

Saye bukan alim sangat..tapi satu bende yang paling saye pantang...orang yang memang dh lame bertudung,bukak tudung mase kahwin!Woh!Pantang betul saya..Tak tau kenape,tapi rase macam..Tolonglah!Iyer,ade kate2 (Correct me if i'm wrong) "Berkerjalah kamu bersungguh-sungguh hari ini,seperti kamu akan mati esoknya.." Tapi die takde pulak kate,cabutlah tudung sekali,sebab anda hanye kawen sekali..Ha?ade2??TAKDEKAN??
Iyer,betul..it's all about personal choices..kubur lain2..yer itu jugak..tapi tolongla!tolong!kenape?hampir sepanjang hidup anda bertudung,tapi pada hari yang mulia,perkahwinan(sangat suci!)kenapa anda memilih utk buat dosa??kenapa?tolonglah fahamkan saye..sebab saye tak faham..Bukankah membina masjid itu sungguh besar pahalanya??Meraikan pernikahan itu besar hikmahnya?kenapa perlu buka aurat yang selama ini dijaga?
Saye memang emo pasal bende ni..Siapa yang terkena dan terasa saya mintak maaf..Ini PENDAPAT saya.Berbaloike?Bile tue2 anak2 tengok gambar mak mase mude2 seme bertudung,tetibe die tengok mase kawen mak tak pakai tudung..Ape agaknye mak jawab?
"Owh,tu skali je mak bukak tudung..mase kawen.."Adik nanti pun bleh bukak tudung bile kawen..Yer mak yer?

p/s:emosi mungkin dipengaruhi PMS.sukela..blog aku..LOL!

Dugaan...

Dalam hidup ini,kite sentiase di uji dan sedar atau tidak kite juge menguji diri dan orang di sekeliling kite.Tak kira apa jua ujian itu sebagai hamba di bumi Allah ini seharusnya kita sedar bahawa ujian2 ini jugalah yang mengukur keimanan dan ketaqwaan kita kepada Yang Maha Esa. Saya juga kadang2 lalai dan lupa tentang hakikat itu,tapi semenjak melahirkan seorang amanah dari Allah yang kami namakan Nur Ai'syah,saya rasa pandangan saya tentang perkara di sekeliling semakin berbeza.Segala-galanya semakin jelas,sesetengah persoalan yang tak pernah dapat dijawab seakan-akan terbuka dengan sendiri..Kenapa hari ini bicara saya serius sebegini?Mungkin kerana sesuatu telah terjadi menyebabkan saya mahu berkongsi.Ingatlah,ujian dan dugaan yang Allah beri pasti ada hikmahnya.Janganlah kita alpa dengan dugaan dunia,semuanya sementara..Tolonglah ingat amanah Allah kepada kita..Ya Allah...Maha Besar,Maha Mengetahui, permudahkanlah segala urusan kami Ya Allah...amin...

p/s:saya bukan berceramah,tapi mengingatkan diri sendiri dan sape2 yg mungkin membaca blog ini...WaAllahhuallam..

I AssUmed..

What an easy way,

I assumed you've said it,

You assumed you don't need to said it,

I assumed you've understand it,

You assumed I wouldn't understand it,

Then you'll assumed I cried because of it,

And I'll just assumed you never really care if I did,

Cause at the end of the day,

When you see the words ASSUME,

It's simply said,

We're making an ASS of U and ME;

anyway..

*picture

jalan2 Indonesia..

dlm byk2 tmpt kenape sy pg Indonesia?:

• sy ade tiket free,tp asalnye sudah awal2 beli utk ke Bangkok.tak sangka,bile tiket dh confirm,baju merah dan baju ijau bergaduh.dh try tukar,tak boleh..


• kami sudah janji mau bwk keluarga bercuti krn thn lepas,tiket free tidak digunakn kerana sy mengandung..


• sungguh teruje nk ke Bangkok utk kononnye mengambil stok blaus2 cantik dh murah disana,nak jual disini.


• Jakarta-Bandung,sudah pernah sy,suami,ibu mertua,and adik ipar kunjungi,jd kami tau arah tujuan,mama sy mmg dh lame mengidam nk ke Bandung.


• bile bertukar destinasi,tujuan masih same,cari barangan yg bole dijual disini,contoh:kain pasang sulam indonesia..


• murah dan berpatutan..

tragedi2 sepanjang perjalanan:

• papa demam.smpi2 tk larat jalan,die tido diblk sj..sian papa.


• mama jln ngan mak ke mangga2,kami jln kemudian skt untuk tunggu papa mkn,kami ke mangga2 tak jumpe mak seme,jln sendiri,nk blk,mak msj,mama ilang..haha..haip!sian mama..blk otel,rupenye mama dh blk dulu,dgn bantuan bdk indonesia yg baik hati..


• esok ke bandung,papa msh demam,suruh papa tunggu disurau smtara kami membeli,naik kt surau,papa plak ilang!mama sudah nanges..mall dh nak tutup,hubby berlari2 dlm mall dr tingkat 7,mencari papa..papa ade kat tgkt bawah..


• rupenye2,tukang sapu yg dr tingkat atas sudah inform pd security,syukurla..


• smpi LCCT,aku skt perut,begegas ke toilet,tk ingat bwk handbag tak,bile blk sml,tak jmpe handbag..aku plak berlari2 dlm LCCT!aduh...mujur polis kat dlm sgt prihatin..membantu,cek sml,ade bwh stroller ai'syah!!!separuh mati mencari...rase nk nanges sbb kene marah ngan hubby...:(

wajah2 kepenatan...last stop..

kesimpulan:

• jgn leke sgt beshopping,nanti kene tinggal.


• jage kesihatan klu tau nk jalan jauh..(papa special kes)


• makesure ingt mane letak handbag w/pun tercirit skali pun..hahaha..


• saye sayang suami saye..:)