interview...

"Puan2 dan tuan2 boelh terus ke aras 3 untuk sessi temuduga..Sila semak nama anda di pintu2 bilik temuduga.."yer..bejalan dgn penuh nervous ke aras3.rupe nyer kat aras 3 ade satu lg aras..patutla sekolah ni ade lift..confius jgk td..semput nyawe naik tangge dgn baby yg dok menendang sbb ummi die tak mkn lagi..(cian anak ummi..)Ok,skrg cari bilik yang ade tulis name sendiri,ding3!we have a winner!bilik 2,and my name was on the top!(aiyok!whyla put my cgpa there??)dgn gelojoh nyer bg salam,2 org panel dgn confius pandang,"tunggu org lain dulu yer,nanti kami panggil.."hahahaha!malu nyer....
Ok,dh tak kuase nak bace PPSMI,1malaysia,budget2010..I just want to get these overwith..budak2 ni berceritela,ape kawan depe kene tanye..smlm dah called Pauline ngan Fatni yg interview the day before,kesimpulan yang dapat ialah,tak yahla study berie,nasib je seme..kene panel ok,okla..kene yg saje nk membunuh pun jawabjela..tak tau toksah nipu,kate je dah bace,tp tak ingat..haha..exactly what happened to me..
Mule2 tu cam smooth jer,background,extra co-curiculum activities...bla2...experiences...tetibe,
tetibe tanye,biase ngan term NRI?NKRA? And I was like (shit!I've read that,ape ah???)semanis-manis senyum ckp,"maaf cik,saye ade bace,mmg sy lupe.." (ha!gelakkan diri sendiri!)
nasib panel sorg lagi tnye,"awak bace paper"?owh,saye bace dan tgk berite..(Ceeeh,baik punye cover,tp mmg mlm td saje tgk berite dgn tekun..tau dah..)surat khabor pun browse online jer..
tapi kire penyelamat jugakla..sbb ade bende yg tau kan??
Soalan best gakla:apekah yg istimewa nyer pd Fadzlin yg boleh disumbangkan pade sekolah?
(Owh,ade sessi memuji diri sendiri:Fadzlin suke!astagfirullahalazim...)Mulela menggebang pasal diri sendiri..Cakap ajela..kang tak ckp kang kate tak confident pulok...
Itula kesimpulan temuduge yang hebat!haha!Tuhan saje yang tahu ketornyer rase ms mule2 tgk name atas skali..Tapi pas tu Dia cam tenangkan hati dgn sendiri,make terhasillah jawapan2 diatas..Paper pun,sgt bersyukur di panggil interview,biarla posting tahun depan pun,atleast satu stage dah sattle...Lega..Terime kasih kepada yang memberi tips dan sokongan..anda mmg rawks!

I'm not ready to make nice...

Yesterday while I was browsing my tv's channel I stop at these particular documentary on one of the movie channel.It is basically about the Dixie Chicks and how they were struggling from this one controversial comments that one of them made about Bush who was the president at that particular time.(I think its in 2003).Anyway,one of them said that they're ashamed that Bush came from Texas cause he was all into wars at that time.And being one of the leading country band they are,almost all these typical rednecks that are the main listener to country music were angry at them..They practically boycotted them and they even get a death threats..Craayyyzeee!I know..

Anyway,after all the nasty stuff they have to go through,in 2005 they came out with a single entittled :I'm not ready to make nice. Proclaiming that they would not appologized with the whole stuff cause they are right..Guess what?They gain more fan from outside the country music world and won five out of five Grammy's nomination that year!I guess it's true what they said"there is no such thing as bad publicity?"Anyway, I love this songs and its lyric...Yesterday only I discover the whole story of the song.. My internet is acting up soo I can't really post the video clip here..:(

p.s:I also found out that the lead singer is Nathan Petrelli's (Heroes) wife!hehe..

sale!sale!

Yer...perkataan kegemaran Fadzlin dan suami..hehe..Tahun lepas kakak ajak pegi cam malas,sebab cam tak berkaitan sangat.."Buat apela aku nak pegi My Dear Warehouse Sale?"Tahun ni,ha!Siap promote kat seme orang,jomla pegi..Kakak dan cousin2 saye kate memang murah,stroller seratus lebey jer!(cam makcik2 kan?)Sindrom bakal menjadi makcik sudah hampir nampak nyer..Dulu kalau Vincci sale,mak ai cam nak demam selagi tak dapat pegi..Sekarang..Kalu lalu tepi Vincci tengah sale tetapla stop,pegang2,try,pastu cam..haih,tak yahla..pakai Crocs ni lagi best..Padahal dulu kalu kasut tak bertumit memang tak pandang..Seriously bukan pasal harga, ni semua pasal comfort..

Mase kat UPM ade sampai argue ngan sorang member ni..I told her,save your money and spend it on one good pair of shoes, biar mahal tapi boleh pakai lame.Cause she kept buying new shoes every month from the same shop..She was saying "bukan seme orang can affort to buy expensive shoes or have others buy for them (guilty-as-charge)." But then again,its not the question rite?Unless you're into fashion's in and out,maybe you will get bored with the same shoes in a month. You're a student, your money may come from your parents or your schoolarship.Why would you want to spend it to 12 pairs of shoes per year?

I meant, I love shoes too..but I am also well aware of my current position at that particular time as a student...But then I remember my diploma years, when Vincci was my best friends, I would buy a pair everytime there's a sale..Cause I wear high-heels to class..(Yes, I was young and stupid) haha!What on earth was I thinking??(I must not be thinking then?)

Anyway, I think changes that happened arounds you change you...Your way of thinking,your style,and your values are the things that makes you what you are there and then..And honestly, I think I'm starting to to love these changes though sometimes I think " Owh God, I'm one of the makciks now?"

Ketulusan hati

Cinta ku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal lingkar
Tak kenal nustapa
cinta ku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia
Untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk diri Mu
Kau dengarkan kasih Ku

Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal lagu
Keyakinan hati ku
Hanya untuk diriMu
Selalu...

Cinta ku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal lingkar
Tak kenal nustapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia
Untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk diriMu
Kau dengarkan kasih Mu

Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal lagu
Keyakinan hati ku
Hanya untuk diriMu
Selalu...

pada dasarnya ia memang lagu cinta..tapi kepada siape cinta itu?masa mule Lin dengar lagu ni,memang masa time2 nak kawen..lagu ynag sangat asyik..Tapi due hari lepas,pasang Astro Oasis,lagu ini di tayang dengan liriknye dan video klip berjuta-juta manusia di Kota Mekkah..
Tak sedar, air mate jatuh mengenang rindunye pada Masjidil Haram..lagu itu terus bertukar makna dalam diri..terime kasih Astro Oasis...

Don't waste my time..

Young or old makes no difference,
The questions of are you ready or not,
May come to preference,

Are you ready to commit,
Or are you just looking for fun,
Choose your answers wisely,
Or else we're done..

Love maybe the four letter words that comes to your mind,
But those four letter words does you know what its determine?
The past, the present, or the future,
Pick your choice,you'll may be mine,
But did you know there's other words that followed the rhyme?

Are you familliar with "trust" or even "commitment"?
If these bother you,maybe you should stop and think for a moment..
It is something you gain,
And it is something you have to give..
Do you think you can do both?
To gain and to give?

So,for the one last time,
Stop wasting my time,
We maybe young,
But I'm a girl with a plan,
I know what I want,
And soo should you..
I'm walking away,
Cause YOU're wasting my time!

P/S: written to a friend who is about to end her engagement..some men are just jerk..I love you girl..You know you deserve the best..