green-eyed MoNster!

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Fine!I admitted it!I'm a green-eyed monster when it comes to my husband..Also known as my fricking insecurity.These sickening feeling on the top of my stomach just wanna screamed!GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY HUSBAND!!!!I hate girls that I don't know on his FB page,especially those "gediks" who still single and put all these "free show" photos on their profile picture.It's like their saying,hey!I'm hot,and I'm single,come and get me boys!I know I sound like a mad women this time,just bare with me.I need to pour out my insecurity phsycho-babble into words so after I wrote it,I felt this sense of relief.Hopefully my husband wont be reading this or he might asked me to remove this post.Nope,wont do it!

I better stop now before I wrote more inappropriate things..huhu..I blamed this all on my period..seriously..crazy hormones!

Sheena Easton ~ Morning Train

If there was something I remember doing during our early years of dating,we exchanged mixed cd's that have all our favourite songs.My husband loves the oldies,I love them too but I didn't really know that much except for Air-Supply,Carpenter,The Beatles(my hubby hated them),and Frank Sinatra.Knowing him,I've grown to love a whole lot of these oldies songs..This one particular was stucked in my head for quite some time..aah..those days,getting ready to class,blasting off to my morning music playlist..Enjoy this one!

Top Chef madness!!

I'm a sucker for cooking shows!yes I am..I'm inspired to cook just by watching others cooks.I'm no chef,but I am honestly dying to learn how to cook those expensive small meal that I saw these chef's are cooking..seriously,I already putting it in my bucket list..LOL..have to at least learn how to make one gourmet meal.Really like to taste it..hmm..hubby,anniversary dinner this year maybe?
And to make my appetite for this food even stronger this Top Chef show just what I need!They make cooking looks like an art!And I'm loving it...Wonder if should reconsider a new career option,a chef maybe??

*recipe for these low fat berry cheesecake by one of my fav Top Chef Season2.

flu,10 bln,night-stops...

Salam,agak lame tak update.Saya diserang flu yang kemudian berjangkit kepada ramai orang,termasuk adik ipar yang tengah sarat mengandung(sorry dik!).Alhamdulillah,semua nampaknya sudah beransur pulih.Nur Ai'syah saja yang masih berair hidungnya,minggu ini die sungguh mudah menangis,kadang-kadang saya sendiri rasa hilang sabar,semua tak kena,tapi tahan saja,mujur suami setia mengambil alih bila-bila diperlukan.Agaknya betul kata orang,anak perempuan ikut muka mak,PANAS...hehe..alasan tak munasabah,tapi kadang-kadang boleh pakai untuk sedapkan hati sendiri.
Minggu lepas rasa gusi Ai'syah tak ade ape lagi,semalam tengok,ada dua bonjol putih pada gusi,nak keluar gigi rupanya anak Ummi..patutlah..semuanya tak kena...owh,Ai'syah juga sudah bertatih sendiri,sekali sekala dia lepas tangan dan berjalan beberapa langkah dengan sendiri..mula-mula tengok dulu mengalir jugak air mata,Ummi bangga Ai'syah berjalan tak pakai "walker".Mintak maaf kata,saya memang anti-walker selepas saya ambil subjek Psikologi Kanak2 dan Remaja.Pensyarah saya menceritakan seribu satu keburukan walker dan kesannya pada proses pembesaran dan pembelajaran anak2.Biarlah mak ayah kita dulu saja yang buat silap,kita yang dah belajar,janganlah ulang perkara yang sama bukan?
Sekarang suami sungguh banyak night-stop,nak merungut pun tak boleh,bukan saya tak tahu kerjanya memang begitu.Apa boleh buat,rezeki kami anak beranak.Maka tidurlah saya bertemankan baju suami yang ada baunya.Syukurlah Ai'syah teman yang setia..kejutkan ummi subuh,teman ummi makan,baca buku sama2,tak ada apa yang lebih saya perlukan dari segala nikmat yang Allah pinjamkan didunia yang sementara ini.
kami sekeluarga ,saya terutamanya sangat excited menanti ketibaan ahli keluarga baru.Bukan saya mengandung,adik ipar akan bersalin seminggu dua ini,minta2 semua berjalan lancar,insyaAllah nanti bila adik mula bekerja,saya yang akan menjaga si kecil yang juga baby girl!yay!mendoakan segala yang terbaik insyaAllah..
panjang bebel hari ini,akibat lama tak menulis.:)oklah,salam..

Always Be There..

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love
And what i know about it
My answer would be
It’s everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers
So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us

So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all’ll be over
And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

Maher Zain.

p/s:tell me this doesn't touch ur heart and soul..?