the life of lin

3rd year and counting..amin...

2011-12-26T19:28:00.001-08:00

One of the happiest day of my life,everybody was there with the gendang,and silat,nothing beats the joy of being wed in the place you grew up with the people that you love.It was massived,not that I have the power to control the crowd,both ma and pa are no stranger to all.At the end of the day,we have to clean the dirtiest pots that were used,and of course a bucket full of letfovers orange syrups with cold hard ice was the cherry on the cake waiting for us.Praying for more years to come...amin..

Ai'syah first movie at the cinema!

2011-12-26T19:18:00.001-08:00

Mati kene bebel ngan papa kalau die tengok entry ni..But lets face it,its either me take her there or she will be sneaking behind me later (like what i did,hehe).Anyway,Ai'syah was such a good girl,she refuse to sit on either ummi or baba's lap during the movie.No screaming,just quietly sitting down with popcorn.(siap silang kaki lagi dok,ko mampu?)At the end only she stands and started dancing to the last songs.Movie was great,who would've guess Jason Seigal wrote the story?Boy must he loved th Muppets!

yummy ummi's polka dots and ladybirds apams!

2011-12-10T23:45:00.001-08:00

friends and family been telling me i should sell this,so here there are..50 pcs -rm 20(polka dot)50 pcs- rm 30 ( ladybirds)email for details at ctfadzlin@gmail.com

Happy 10th bIrthday AA!

2011-12-08T08:10:00.001-08:00

OMG I must be a retard for excidently deleting my own post!?wtfish! Anyway,must get back to what I stupidly erased just now!(ketok kepale)In the post I asked why:1.do you take the LOW COST CARRIER when you know your ass can't fit in the small seat?its LOW Cost=Smaller plane get it?2.stare at the stewardess short skimpy skirt if you know its aurat?(tgk skali dahla!)3.complain to others instead of the customer service?they are paid to hear your complain,did you know that?(better,go to the press,masok tv ko nyah!)4.did you blame them for the tax??its the freaking MAB(goverment)who got the money(ticket dah murah lagi nak seme free!)5.do you questioned that you cannot change your cheap ticket at the last minute?hello? Check the t&c before you bought the ticket? Duh..6.go angry for check in charges??in US,and other countries,dah bezaman buat check in online yer??!FYI,klu kene tgl flight jugak biasenye adela yg salah kat ground staff or MAB.These are also some off the reason why all the delayed flights happened;1.if you see the pilot are a bit late,chances are there's a last minute changes,the onduty pilot maybe call-in sick or maybe having emergency ( pilots are normal human ),so they have to get other pilots to take that pilot place.and there are two of them.2.if they pilot tells you that they need to turnaround,chances are the weather are bad that its not safe to land,or something might be wrong with the flight,most of the time its the weather.3.LCTT and KLIA share the same runaways (landasan) soo,they have to follow the air traffic control,bukan ikot ske Tony yer?sabo bole?4.the stairs are not that high,its not batu caves,its just stairs,get ur lazy ass to do some exersicela!if your golden citizen,pregnant women,special needs,and so forth,you get to cut the line!so whats the problem here?5. Go travel with other airlines if you hate it soo much,dont go complain,bitch-fit on fb about it then bile offer stay- up tunggu ticket murah!whose the bitch now?As a conclusion,we all like to things for granted,ade low cost carrier bebel,sedar tak sedar ramai dah org yang dah naik kapal terbang kan? Cube tnye makcik2, dlm 5 org mesti sorg dah penah naik AA..betul cakap boss, now everyone CAN fly! Hehehe...biarla siape pun tokey,siapepun proxy nye,yang penting kite semue dah senang nak melihat dunia selain malaysia..orang KB flight penoh sokmo klu pg KL,sene kawe nok nego!nak jumpe sedare mare jauh...bukan itu ke yang penting?cube tgk org putih kat LCCT,kelek anak 3 relax je,sbb die dah biase travel dgn low cost carrier,so die tak kesah,dah namenye pun murah!Yang penting jalan!nak exclusive2 pgla naik MAS...airport kosong,kapal kosong,senang nak check in...kekekeke...

Give her a TWO!

2011-12-07T21:06:00.001-08:00

some of the shots taken from Ai'syah's birthday..much thanks to all that came.though she was sick,like her ummi (eccheee!) Ai'syah was a good sport that night!may you be a solehah daughther,sister,and mother one day..amin...ummi and baba loves you soo very much!

Of D&C and Rota Virus....

2011-12-05T21:48:00.000-08:00

Today we are going to talk about D&C,according to Medlineplus Medical Encyclodia,D and C is a procedure to scrape and collect the tissue (endometrium) from inside the uterus.

Dilation ("D") is a widening of the cervix to allow instruments into the uterus.
Curettage ("C") is the scraping of the walls of the uterus.

As I shared my recent misscarriage,this was our last alternatives since the doctors have tried giving me prescriptions and giving me meds to clears out my uterus...it was the longest sleep I had after two years off no deep sleep after having Ai'syah,cause she fully breastfed.When the doctor give me a heads up that I'll feel nothing but sleepiness I was quite nervous since I never experince general or local anesthesia.I can feel the meds kicked in and bam!I'm in lala land!I can hardly open my eyes after almost two hours,though the procedure only took about 30 minutes..Only the next day I realized that its really over,the babies I carried for 11 weeks are now really gone...I had mixed feeling of relief and sad but I need to sucked it up since Ai'syah was having a terrible dierhea,she cried everytime she pooped and her soft bottom had this nasty redness which just made it worse.
Meanwhile,earlier that week I've already booked place,cakes,and invited bunch of friends and family for Ai'syah birthday party,something that I decided to do inspite of all the things happened to me..Its just seemed not fair to skip my princess birthday cause ummi was sick..Then at the night of her party,princess dierhea worsen,she now puked!Party had to go on,she was smiley all thru the night,though she was pretty scared of the A & W bear.But I can see her getting tired from everything and puked again before we leave the party..The next day,we decided that we need to take her to the hospital,jumped straight to emergency room cause she starting to look fatigue,doctor examined and decided to do a swab test,and then told us that she had Rota Virus,something that we didn't see coming...But the good news was she's showing signs off recovering as the doctor point that Rota Virus can't be detected early,only when its almost over then only they could tell..Alhamdulillah,she's revovering well...
So there you goes,my episodes in the hospitals...

Lost .....

2011-11-18T18:57:00.001-08:00

11 weeks ago,I found out I was pregnant,Few weeks after that, the doctor confirmed ,It's a twin,But she warned of the risks,Mixed emotion,Worried,sad,happy,overwhelmed,God is great I was getting the hold of it,Last Tuesday another check up,Was feeling good,Morning sickness had eased up,Looking at the screen,Babies looked ok,But I noticed something,Where's the heart beats doc???Then she said it,The nightmare that I did not want to hear,She asked me to wait,Leaving hospital with tears in my eyes,Hoping for miracle,Wanting for a second opinion,Mama said patience,mak said dont cry,Went for the second doc,Seeing them there,No heart beats,Kills me inside!!God knows how I wished I dont blame myself,rWhat I've done,what I've ate??Thank Allah for people around me,For Ai'syah,for hubby,For those who care,I thank you...Though this might be the toughest moment for me,I'm glad I had all of you,My family,my friends,my hubby;my hero....

Al-fatihah..

2011-09-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,early in the morning my usual routine starts with subuh prayers,then ipad browsing..i saw my highschool senior status that said that one of her batchmate passed away the night before after fighting a battle with breast cancer..i burst into tears,i should have visited her during raya,i should have looked for her address..i was filled with guilt..:(i was planning to do soo,but..there's always a but...no used of talking about it,just make me felt more guilty.. I didn't had the chance to see her after highschool,she was my sister batchmate,my roomates when i was in form1,hour beds were next to each other,i remember how sporty she was,how she smell in the morning before heading to class,she used to wore top-to-toe Enchanter showel gel,lotion,and perfume...She was tall,totally cheerful,and ready to cheer me up whenever I'm down..We've came accrossed through our facebook pictures,and status....she did mentioned that she's sick but never really mentioned about what kind of sickness she's dealing,only those whose closed knew cause she did starts blogging for a short time...today i read her blog,she manage to write 10 entries which started in July,knowing her for that short period of time,I knew she was such a strong person,fighting a battle that only God knows how painful it is.. I cant stop crying reading this one entry about her daughter whose turning 7 years old next year,and how smart she is..all i can do is pray for her,and for her family to carry on with their lives..al- fatihah..

our 3rd raya...

2011-09-08T17:19:00.001-07:00

After a few weeks of playing nurse at home cause Ai'syah got chicken pox and then she got tummy infection(saddest part was seeing her refusing food, that's another entry)We had a blissful raya!This year,baba 's turn,then off to Pekan!wehooo!more people,more houses to go to,we all got cirit-birit cause overate ! dose tau,org kat Somalia tak cukup makan,gile tak wasatiah!anyway,Ai'syah is back on munching almost everything,alhamdulillah!I can see her cheek again!slamat hari raye semua!

MIA

2011-08-02T21:52:00.001-07:00

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MIA!

2011-08-02T21:27:00.001-07:00

Salam,its been quite some time not wrting,reasons are many but don't need to write that iI guess?
It's Ramadhan,my favourite months of the year!alhamdulillah,looking forward to fast again since I was visited by aunt flow on the 1st Ramadhan,thank you very much.poor hubby was fasting alone,poor bubu...
Anyway,I think I did mentioned that I hope to be pregnant again this year..?Well,no need drumrolls,not happening yet..:'( sad,but I know,Allah has plans for me,so let the nature run its course...I was obbssed at some point,counting my period,checking dates for my ovulation,crazy huh?Teary eyes when aunt flow came,i hate it!i was driving myself crazy,thankfully hubby was such a good sport.Always knows how to deal withbmy sadness..saborjela,kawen ngan drama queen kan?
On that note,lets talk about my darling princess!She talks her own language that only sometimes I can understand..She mimicked almost every single thing that she saw me doing,putting on make-ups,cooking,praying,etc.Still fully breastfed,she's starteddrinking choc formula milk these past few weeks,but only as breakfast drinks.Very talkative,full of energy ( did i mentioned Nur Ai'syah means cahaya yang hidup?) exactly what she is!Till then ,happy fasting peeps!

much ado about Krabi..

2011-03-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

Salam..have been longing to write about our Krabi trip but just got that writer's block.Hmm..Where do I start?Ok,long story short.We love Bali better than Krabi.Though food was great and halal food are everywhere, we find it a bit pricey.Stuff,food,and all compared to Bali.Maybe the language barrier was the big turnoff and also the attitude of the people there.They seemed to ignore you when "Mat Saleh" come.That was it.Overall,the islands are wonderful.And most important thing,Ai'syah was enjoying herself that she slept with a smile on her face at night throughout the trip.Besides,that's all that matters,right?Thinking back maybe the people there are still new to tourist compared to Bali that have been used to see tourist most of their life?Here's some of the pictures.Enjoy!

My first self-purchase handbag after 5 years!!!!!

2011-02-24T07:55:00.000-08:00

Pathetic as it sound,its true...I've been spoil by my husband for the past 5 years we've been together.Plus I was a student back then,so,handbag was never really on my budget unless it cost not more than 50ringgit.I used to work before I continue my degree,my last purchase of handbag was a fake LV from Petaling Street.hehehe..(demmm..tuenye!)
This month I called it my rezki month.After such a long time lazying myself chasing Ai'syah around,I start baby-sitting lil'Adreanna.It was chaos,the first week.It was overwhelming for me.Ai'syah was not much of help as she never had to share attention with anybody before.But its been a month today,and we both have used to that lil' smiley girl with a serious appetite for breast milk.hehe..Thinking back,this is such a good practice for both me and Ai'syah before Ummi's pregnant again..(not yetla!)
This week receive another job from my ex-lecturer(BFF) too,asking me to help her prepared some slides for her short English courses.Though I was afraid to say yes,but I took her challenge.Allah knows how glad I did that!It reminded me of how much I love studying and teaching!And my lecturer was happy with my work!Yay!
Soo,all in all the two things that I did rewarded me with some amount of money.And what did I do with it?I bought myself a new handbag!Looking at the handbag made me felt such joy that is beyond words!To both SIL and my dear Cik Has(BFF!) thank you...You have no idea how happy I am to see that handbag..
Addreanna has starts giggling when I tickled her..Ummi will missed that giggle for these 4 days!We're off to Krabi tomorrow,hubby's taking us three for a vacation!Its our 5th year anniversary of being together.Alhamdulillah..Praying that everything will be going smoothly.amin...:))

Its dark,its deep,its Black Swan!

2011-02-15T07:54:00.001-08:00

If you have been following the latest movies or the Golden Globes Awards,you've probably seen the movie trailer.The movie evolved around the mind of a ballet dancer played by Natalie Portman.Having an obsession to become the perfect ballet dancer,she was caught in the role that she played.Being the White Swan was like playing herself,the innocent and the vulnerability was the essence of her.But being the Black Swan would be the opposite of her,she was constantly pushed by her director to really get into the character. Her obsession with perfection,a very strict and crazy director,a clingy mother was surely the recipe for disaster.The White Swan will have to pay.
To understand what I'm writing you really need to watch this movie.I now understand why Natalie Portman and the movie itself was nominated in every awards.
She was soo good that it gave me chills just seeing her face on this movie poster.Yes,that's how great she is.You will felt sad,angry,happy,disgusted throughout the movie.Just so you know,she injured her ribs during filming this movie,and got herself knocked-up by the dude who play the prince,whose also was her actual ballet instructor.I'd said that injury was worth it!
The music score was perfect,brilliant director, Darren Aronofsky(yes,i googled him)is currently the fiancee of Rachel Weisz also did a good job casting Mila Kunitz.Who would have knew that funny girl from That 70's Show can really act?
The darkness,the suspense of the movie will kept you in the edge of your seat! Go!Watch it!Well,I bought its dvd.:) 5 out 5!

a note for my young ladies....

2011-01-23T19:27:00.000-08:00

Salam,my morning today was ruined by a disturbing simple sms.An old internet friend of hubby decided to said hello and asking him how's his been as early as 8.30 in the morning.I knew she meant no harm.But she have his YM,FB.Do texting early in the morning needed?Really?Tell me if I'm crazy?But how would you feel if a girl text your husband that early just to say hello?Have you no respect for me at all?I do not want to start name calling which I may already put it on my FB.But hey,you crossed the the LINE!I'm sorry if I sounds emotional..But I have my limit,so should you..

Colmar Tropicale :R.I.P

2011-01-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

Medieval French Village...Where to start?Hmm..First and foremost,let me remind you,if you haven't been to this place,and planning to go to,DO IGNORE this post.But if you must read it and then decided not to go because of this entry,well,that's pretty much your choice.:P
Located not so far from KL,Berjaya build this so-called-French-countryside.You may have came accross this place a few time by now.As a whole,this place looks pretty nice in the outside..But beware what's waiting for you in the inside!(Jeng..jeng..jeng..)It was an unplanned getaway.We have planned to go somewhere nicer end of this February,inshaAllah..But since its our 2nd wedding anniversary,we decided to go for a quick trip closer to home since hubby didn't really have that long day off.
We've been there once with his family,but we didn't stay.So,this time..Kononnyala..we come with Ai'syah,wanna make it a bit special,stay there for a night,experience the French countryside at night.(Frenchla sangat!)
The day was fun,we took Ai'syah along with my two cousins and Along to the Japanese Garden.Too bad,because of the rain,the waterfall in the garden was muddy.We could still see and fed the Koi fish,but it wasn't as clear like the 1st time we went there.Then we took them to see the soo-called-French countryside,and after we ate,we went our separate ways,as Along took the boys home,and we checked-in to our family suite.
As that moment,Ai'syah body temperature has started to jump up,and she has started crying with saliva running down..My baby teeth decided to reappear.Nice.The room smells like "kepam",the aircond are super cold,and my TV are not working.Great!
Trying not to sound ungrateful to my dear hubby,I shut my mouth and kept myself busy with consoling my dear baby girl until she felt asleep.After many attempts of feeding,Ai'syah finally gave in and felt asleep.Tucking her on the bed I saw this little black thing crawling on our bed.ITS A FREAKING FLEA!!A human flea!I almost screamed,but looking at my poor girl,I hold my voice cause I really didn't want to wake her up.I was working slowly,like a CSI..Looking if there are more of that creatures while scratching my head..(scary!!)
That's just the room,later that night,Ai'syah was feeling better,and so we decided to tryout the Authenthic French fine dining restaurant-La Cigogne.Never seemed to fail my expectation,yes,they did it again.The food?Maybe I never really tasted the real fine dining experienced,but as far as my food knowledge on how they were supposed to taste,made,and look like,I think I pretty much get the idea.At the end of the dinner,we find ourselves laughing at our stupidity and how disappointing the whole experiences has been.The price?Let's just said,you would be fuller by spending the bill at Tony Romas.
As the morning came,we find ourselves packing early and ready to leave the shitty suite(SIOT bukan suite).Thank God the breakfast buffet was good.Last stop was the rabbit sanctuary,they have grown more rabbit and Ai'syah was having fun!Yay!At least they was something that bring smile to our faces.Overall,I thank my husband for spending his time and money to take us to the place(Nasib ade airline crew discount).Though,the hotel was crappy,we still managed to enjoy our short trip there.To Berjaya,I am truly disappointed with you and your maintenance crew.I called almost 3 times for someone to repair the TV,but nobody came.For those who's planning to go there,by all means,GO..But just don't stay..not worth it,owh..Don't forget to pack food,soda cost RM8 per can.Thank you.:)

Makcik Giant.....

2011-01-19T05:57:00.001-08:00

Pagi ini lepas rutin sarapan bersama keluarga Noazli kami singgah ke Giant seperti biase.Hari ini agak bernasib baik dapat masuk Giant sebab Ai'syah tak tidur(biasanya dia tidur selepas sarapan).Pendek cerita,tujuan utama nak membeli keperluan harian,bawang,roti,telur,pelembab muka saya,dan sebagainya.
Guardian ada betul-betul diluar Giant,tapi dah alang-alang masuk Giant,beli sajalah pelembab dekat Giant..(selamat duit saye..kekeke)Sampai tempat pelembab muka,ada 2 orang perempuan,sorang makcik,sorang tu tue sket dari saya kot..Pelembab saya dalam almari kaca yang berkunci,jadi saya pun tanya:
"Boleh tolong saya ambilkan Olay ni?"
yang mude sket jawab: "Ha..?pegi mintak dekat sane.."(sambil tunjuk ke kaunter susu yang juga ada almari kaca)
saya:"owh,ok..."berjalan terus ke kaunter seterusnya.
:"saya nak barang Olay dalam almari dekat sana..."
Budak-kaunter-berkaca yang bukan warganegara:"Nak kunci?(sambil tersengih-sengih konfius)
Saya: Hah??urm..takpela..(aku ni ade gaye staff Giant ke?HAHAHA!)
Suami:"Dah dapat?"
Saya:"Urm..takpela..dahlah suruh I mintak ngan budak tu,budak tu nak bagi I kunci pulak..beli Guardian jela..dah macam kerje Giant plak I"
Suami:mane yang jage situ?(Muke sudah bengis!ROAR!(I loike!kakakaaka)

Pada sepanjang saya disitu,meminta bantuan,kedua-dua makcik tidak langsung menoleh ke arah saya,mereka sedang rancak berbual sambil mengelap produk2 yang sebelah,dan belakang saya.Memikirkan betapa TAK PERLUnya saya mengambil kisah bende2 BODOH begini,saya senyum sahaja..Owh..tapi anda berdua silap..

Suami:"Siapa yang nak ambil kunci ni?"(dengan nada selamba)
Makcik Tue:"Tu bukan bahagian saya.." juga dengan nada selamba tanpa menoleh kepada suami saya sambil berpura-pura mengelap barang.

Yer puan2..begitulah cerita 2 orang perempuan di Giant.Suami saya,masih tidak puas hati,pas bayar terus pergi kaunter perkhidmatan pelanggan,panjang juga tulisan dia.Saya,tak kuasa..Terus pergi Guardian beli Olay.Saya harap makcik berdua kene tindakan dengan bos makcik,sebab orang macam makciklah buat bisnes orang lain lingkup!Sekian terima kasih.Untuk pengetahuan:suami saya bukan orang yang marah2 tak tentu pasal,sangat sukar untuk sesiapa pun membangkitkan kemarahan dia,tapi sebab KEBIADABAN anda berdua,dia jadi begitu.Jadi,kalau kene marah dengan bos,jangan marah suami saya..What you give,you get back..

It's life...

2011-01-09T08:33:00.000-08:00

Today,a friend lost her husband...She's 8th months pregnant coming to the final trimester next week..They just finished packing,he just bought them a new home...He just bought a movie tickets for tonight,they wanted to have a date night...In the afternoon,he collapsed..And the rest is history..
We were all shocked...Stunned..Lost of words...I found myself lost,I don't know what to say to her,cause all that I can see that,I couldn't imagine myself in her shoes..No words can console her..I was trying very hard not to cry,seeing her,swollen and teary eyes..Only God knows how she really felt..And all that I can said was:"sabar eh.."
Praying for my dear Yvone..I hope she'll be given strenght to carry on..

Anggrek kuring:First restaurant's review...

2010-12-31T18:57:00.000-08:00

If you have been to Indonesia,you'll know that their food are great!We Malaysian of course have an amazing lines of food..But as a foodies myself Indonesian food are way simpler and special in its own ways.Me and my husband is a foodies, one thing for sure was our highlights every month is to try out different restaurants and stalls that we heard about.
So as for this new year introduction of my foodies alert segment,I introduce you to Anggrek Kuring-Sundar and Bandung authentic food.What must you eat?A lot!For a starter let's have a risole:it looks like a typical fried dumpling(popiah) but its not..It has chicken and vegetables inside with a juicy sauce which I'm not sure made of what..Then if you're familiar with Ayam Penyet,here a must is Ayam Presto.It's a chicken that have been cooked in pressure-cooker then fried with perfection.You can eat the chicken to the bone!(drools~~)Satay cumi-Squid Skewer was also the amongst the highlights besides sambal udang petai and tauhu taucu..YUMMEH!!!
The ambiance is very nice..you can sit down in a private curtained area or you can just sit at the normal table.The pricing was okay too...They have a set for 2,4,6,10 people which consist of 6 different dishes that you can choose (if you a first timer definetely recommended).Another must, grilled banana with chocolate and cheese!(~~die!)Check out the website for more details!I give it 5/5 stars!

Welcoming 2010...

2010-12-31T18:31:00.000-08:00

Salam..been staring these pages for few weeks,I suffered from writer's block.huhu...By the way,last 27th Dec my marriage turned 2 years.We had our little vacation at Colmare Tropical,Bukit Tinggi.(so-called-French-countryside-NOT!)That will be featured on another entry which will include lots of pictures and complaints.
Nevertheless,we hit our end of this year with a bit of sour note.Hubby got some setbacks at work which worried him,which make me worried too seeing him worried..haih..Allah never test something that you couldn't handle right?Therefore I'm all ears for my dear hubby.Not letting him felt worried or agitated at home is my only mission for now.Men, in this case my men,will tend to cave their emotion when shits happened like this happened.Their not like women-me in my case,who express their emotion with crying and talking about it to almost every friend they could find.Therefore,I rather just be there for him whenever he needs me..I love you Booboo..:)
As for new year celebration there's nothing to celebrate really cause our new year(Muslim) was last Muharram.Okayla so we had dinner with few friends last night..That's soo not celebrating new year..We were soo full,(Alahamdulillah..)that by the time we reached home,all three of us felt asleep despite the fact that there's like a 20 loud sounds of fireworks around our place.This restaurant that we we went was amazing!The food,the ambiance,the price..Will be featured in the next entry!promise!
Owh..these year will also starts with me taking care of our lil Adreanna...aaaw..baby smell...ummi loike!Praying that she's adjust to me and Ai'syah adjust to her very well..amin...then we can start making baby for ourselves..hohoho!

eat,pray,***K? my 1st movie review..:)

2010-12-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

taken from IMDb
Since I have Ai'syah,I have no longer step into cinema though my heart wanted to do so,I couldn't convinced my hubby to do so,and we ended buying dvd's instead.Recently,the much acclaimed book Eat,Pray,Love was such a big hit I found myself drown into it..And to my surprise,the book was not really for me..I like the story of her travelling,but then again,she was trying to find herself cause she lost herself in her marriage.Hmmm..such a typical "mat saleh" story..Why must you lost your sense of self when you get married?If you watch Oprah,that's all most of the wives and mothers suffered from..(Pelikkan?mama ok je,kakak ok je)I meant we all have ups and down in being a wife,mother,but we don't really end up being depressed right?
And then,when everything falls apart ONLY you want to find GOD??True..most of us are like that..Moi sometimes also falls into that category..(manusia mudah lupe)anyway,back to the movie,as much as I love Glee..the same director of this movie,I don't think he does any justice to the book..The book is soo much more that what the movie is about,like my kakak said,Eat,Pray,***K..Cause at the end of the journey,where they should be showing more on the her Bali adventure rather than her being in love.
As a whole,the movie was a-okay...The stunning cast was the best:Julia Robert(OMG!you can see her wrinkles clearly in this movie-bravo Julia!),Javier Bardem(demm),and not forgetting,my beloved James Franco...too much hotness,in one movie..distract the story...LOL..3/5 stars!

Here's to friendship!

2010-12-04T20:22:00.000-08:00

salam..First and foremost,I'm soo grateful to Allah for giving us a group of friends that we considered as family..Living 2-5 hours away from our family,our friends are the closest to us other than siblings and relatives that may stay a few minutes away from where we lived.
Ai'syah simple birthday dinner was a success,though my sister and her family can't make it cause it was on weekdays..I believed Ai'syah was a very happy girl that day..She was smiling,dancing,and being playful to everybody that night(indicated how happy she was).Not to mention how happy she was to see Dibo on her cake!And how she devoured the cake like its nobody business,special thanks to her thoughtful Baba.:)
Though my husband didn't like the idea of celebrating Ai'syah's birthday,I managed to make him be part of it,plus he can't really see NO to Ai'syah...She's like his kryptonite..LOL..Just a simple dinner with bunch of closed friends,hanging out,cutting cake and that's it..Ai'syah had a great time,Ummi and Baba too had a great time..
Special thanks to my dearest Syamimi Turiman,who came all the way just to help me with the decoration,you're an angel!And to my favourite cake boss ;I think I'll be your loyal customer...All of us love the cake!

the right time to perform Hajj?

2010-12-01T09:47:00.000-08:00

When you're still young..When you're still healthy...When you have the money...If I'm not mistaken what our Ustaz told us on our Umrah's prep class..Ustaz said,make do'a if you don't have the money yet...InshaAllah,He will answered your prayers... Never underestimate the power of a good intention..subhanAllah..
If you've been to Makkah...you'll see it by yourselves that whatever you wished,you get it..You said its hot,you will feel hot...If you said,its not that hot,then,its really not that hot..You're in the Holy ground,and patience is the only way to go...And it pays...At the end of the day,the patience that you've been practicing will sticks with you..inshaAllah..
I know you think I'm rambling....the fact that I wanna don't wanna wait till I'm old to perform Hajj kind of the starts of these topic..Everytime the Hajj season came,I wanted to cry...Dear Allah...please...I wanna go there before I'm old,that is IF I lived that long to grow old...subhanAllah...

baby baru,baby lame...

2010-11-28T08:45:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah...adik ipar saya selamat melahirkan seorang baby girl yang sungguh comel dan sihat 22hb yang lalu..Tengok adik sakit di labour room mengingatkan saya detik2 melahirkan Nur Ai'syah...Perasaan yang tak akan boleh digambarkan dengan perkataan..slalu klu orang tanya saya,ape rase?saya akan cakap; "You'll have to experienced it to know how it felt".apepun,baby chomel namenye Adreanna Aryssa.maksud;ummi lupe..sorry dek..kuat nenen,pipi die best,molat,rambut lebat,gaye2 mcm nak curly...aaah..bestnye bau baby!(sabor2..)
Baby lame plak namenye Nur Ai'syah..48 jam lagi genap 1 tahun..tak boleh tengok Ummi pegang baby kejap mulelah die..Dengan nenek pun mule2 mcm tuh..al-maklum cucu sulong Puan Nuraini..hari kedue Ai'syah ok dah..pandai anak Ummi..tapi kene tengok2 jugak sebab Ai'syah geram ngan baby..Die ingat doll kot..hehe..Baby lame Ummi..dah besar...dah nak masuk setahun..huhu..nak nanges boley???cepatnyer besor...sedeyler pulok...
Ummi dah tempah cake,aunty mimi dah buat decoration,esok nak ajak baba beli bahan2 mentah nak masak.walaupun baba kate nanti Ai'syah tak ingat pun...ummi tau,satu hari nanti,Ai'syah bace blog ni,tengok gambar pastu Ai'syah cakap,terime kasih ummi...:)

green-eyed MoNster!

2010-10-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

googled

Fine!I admitted it!I'm a green-eyed monster when it comes to my husband..Also known as my fricking insecurity.These sickening feeling on the top of my stomach just wanna screamed!GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY HUSBAND!!!!I hate girls that I don't know on his FB page,especially those "gediks" who still single and put all these "free show" photos on their profile picture.It's like their saying,hey!I'm hot,and I'm single,come and get me boys!I know I sound like a mad women this time,just bare with me.I need to pour out my insecurity phsycho-babble into words so after I wrote it,I felt this sense of relief.Hopefully my husband wont be reading this or he might asked me to remove this post.Nope,wont do it!

I better stop now before I wrote more inappropriate things..huhu..I blamed this all on my period..seriously..crazy hormones!

Sheena Easton ~ Morning Train

2010-10-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

If there was something I remember doing during our early years of dating,we exchanged mixed cd's that have all our favourite songs.My husband loves the oldies,I love them too but I didn't really know that much except for Air-Supply,Carpenter,The Beatles(my hubby hated them),and Frank Sinatra.Knowing him,I've grown to love a whole lot of these oldies songs..This one particular was stucked in my head for quite some time..aah..those days,getting ready to class,blasting off to my morning music playlist..Enjoy this one!

Top Chef madness!!

2010-10-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'm a sucker for cooking shows!yes I am..I'm inspired to cook just by watching others cooks.I'm no chef,but I am honestly dying to learn how to cook those expensive small meal that I saw these chef's are cooking..seriously,I already putting it in my bucket list..LOL..have to at least learn how to make one gourmet meal.Really like to taste it..hmm..hubby,anniversary dinner this year maybe?
And to make my appetite for this food even stronger this Top Chef show just what I need!They make cooking looks like an art!And I'm loving it...Wonder if should reconsider a new career option,a chef maybe??

*recipe for these low fat berry cheesecake by one of my fav Top Chef Season2.

flu,10 bln,night-stops...

2010-10-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

Salam,agak lame tak update.Saya diserang flu yang kemudian berjangkit kepada ramai orang,termasuk adik ipar yang tengah sarat mengandung(sorry dik!).Alhamdulillah,semua nampaknya sudah beransur pulih.Nur Ai'syah saja yang masih berair hidungnya,minggu ini die sungguh mudah menangis,kadang-kadang saya sendiri rasa hilang sabar,semua tak kena,tapi tahan saja,mujur suami setia mengambil alih bila-bila diperlukan.Agaknya betul kata orang,anak perempuan ikut muka mak,PANAS...hehe..alasan tak munasabah,tapi kadang-kadang boleh pakai untuk sedapkan hati sendiri.
Minggu lepas rasa gusi Ai'syah tak ade ape lagi,semalam tengok,ada dua bonjol putih pada gusi,nak keluar gigi rupanya anak Ummi..patutlah..semuanya tak kena...owh,Ai'syah juga sudah bertatih sendiri,sekali sekala dia lepas tangan dan berjalan beberapa langkah dengan sendiri..mula-mula tengok dulu mengalir jugak air mata,Ummi bangga Ai'syah berjalan tak pakai "walker".Mintak maaf kata,saya memang anti-walker selepas saya ambil subjek Psikologi Kanak2 dan Remaja.Pensyarah saya menceritakan seribu satu keburukan walker dan kesannya pada proses pembesaran dan pembelajaran anak2.Biarlah mak ayah kita dulu saja yang buat silap,kita yang dah belajar,janganlah ulang perkara yang sama bukan?
Sekarang suami sungguh banyak night-stop,nak merungut pun tak boleh,bukan saya tak tahu kerjanya memang begitu.Apa boleh buat,rezeki kami anak beranak.Maka tidurlah saya bertemankan baju suami yang ada baunya.Syukurlah Ai'syah teman yang setia..kejutkan ummi subuh,teman ummi makan,baca buku sama2,tak ada apa yang lebih saya perlukan dari segala nikmat yang Allah pinjamkan didunia yang sementara ini.
kami sekeluarga ,saya terutamanya sangat excited menanti ketibaan ahli keluarga baru.Bukan saya mengandung,adik ipar akan bersalin seminggu dua ini,minta2 semua berjalan lancar,insyaAllah nanti bila adik mula bekerja,saya yang akan menjaga si kecil yang juga baby girl!yay!mendoakan segala yang terbaik insyaAllah..
panjang bebel hari ini,akibat lama tak menulis.:)oklah,salam..

Always Be There..

2010-10-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love
And what i know about it
My answer would be
It’s everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers
So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us

So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all’ll be over
And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

Maher Zain.

p/s:tell me this doesn't touch ur heart and soul..?

me want this!

2010-09-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

dah lame sebenarnye nak beli,aritu terlepas mase sale..but then again,harge die lagi murah dari Fisher Price punye..sian tgk Ai'syah dok sorong high-chair die..esok ummi akan bersidang dengan baba yeh sayang...?

syawal 2010

2010-09-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

matching me!thanks to dearest wan jang for finishing moi and ai'syah baju kurung...

loving baba,playing with Ai'syah..

custom made dress by Ai'syah's nenek!coolness!!

my fav pic of my fav peps!(thanks mak ngah for the shoot!)

birthday and sarang semut...

2010-09-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

Today, I turned 27 years old..yikes!that's a lot of number no?But then looking back,if you asked me,I have to said that I have lived quite a life,thanks to the Most Merciful for lending me everything that I have..Family,friends,and everything..
Anyway,as usual,when it comes to my birthday,my hubby never really fails to impress me.Though way back when we were not married,he would just take me out and pick whatever(within his budget)for my birthday.This year I refuse not to anticipate to that routine as I clearly told him to surprise me..
what a surprise!He actually gets it this time,and this time I was really2 impressed!What did I get,well,lets just said he did it!I'm awed,and I'm falling in love all over again with my hubby..corny!yes I am..its really not about the present,its just how he manage to pull this one out..Moi couldn't not be any happier since we've been not having enough sleeps for two days,finishing last minutes order for our infamous kueh sarang semut..(alhamdulillah,duit raye!)
I must said,having to work together on this kueh really brings some level of togetherness in us.I think its officially will be our little bonding activity to do..One of those nights I'll asked him,if I died first,do you think you'll get married again?Then he said,most probably not...(aaaw!)Then I said,me too,then I go said,"I tak rase ade laki yang nak buat kueh sarang semut ngan I mcm you.."hehe..funny,but true..I'm soo lucky to have him..that I always knew..

bulan ke-9..

2010-08-30T19:06:00.000-07:00

Hari ini Nur Ai'syah genap 9 bulan..Nur Ai'syah sekarang sudah makan macam-macam..bubur nasi,kueh-kueh,biskut,puding, selagi lembut,semua ummi suapkan..Alhamdulillah..Ai'syah ni bukan memilih rupenye..Ummi suke tengok anak Ummi makan,selere!
Ai'syah dah boleh main sendiri,kalau mulut senyap je sambil main tu,maknenye adelah projek terbaru Ai'syah..cabut soket telefon,sepahkan majalah,tak pun kunyah katalog..
Ai'syah dah pandai berkawan,dengan abang Faris,kak Aina,mak dek,pakcu,semelah..Walaupun Ai'syah tak pandai jalan lagi,tapi Ai'syah tetap join dieorang lumbe jalan itik..
Ai'syah dah pandai duduk diam bile Ummi bacakan buku...Alhamdulillah..Sampai dah nak habis bateri buku Elmo tuh..tak ape..janji anak Ummi suke buku..Ummi tak kisah..
Nur Ai'syah sudah pandai baca air muke Ummi,bile Ummi tinggi suara,Ai'syah tau Ummi marah,bile Ummi bergurau,Ai'syah pun dah pandai bergurau,siap boleh ajuk Ummi batuk lagi...Mulut Ai'syah yang kecik tu,tak henti-henti bercakap..bercakap bahasa Ai'syah la..Ummi ngan Baba tak faham...
Ai'syah,A'syah,Ai'syah...Ummi sayang Ai'syah tau...

Maher Zain - Insha Allah | ماهر زين - ان شاء الله

2010-08-30T09:15:00.000-07:00

subhanAllah...the younger version of Yusoff Islam...thanks to Malaysia Hari Ini for playing this clip which practically made me look for his album.Even my hubby was amaze by this guy I quote he said:"Tengok,nyanyi lagu dakwah tak pakai kopiah pun orang suke jugak.."Indeed..

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak...

2010-08-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah,its the time of the year again.The most beautiful month given by the Almighty.I call it my most peaceful month..Its not that I'm always not in peace,its just something about Ramadhan that always seems to give this sense of ease..Seriously,don't you feel the same?
My last Ramadhan was a bit challenging as I was carrying Nur Ai'syah for the 8th months.The craving,the heart burns,the cramps,the backache,and the on-and-off morning-sickness...As crazy as it sounds,I'll be happy to do it all over again..(just not this soonla!)Dispites all that,I still able to cook and made my own kueh for breakfast last year,not to mention my determination to make 6 different types of cookies for Eid was a huge success.
This year?With Ai'syah non-stops babling and trying to walk and crawling and licking,and eating every single thing that she can get a hold off,I'm officially fully occupied.Unless her baba is home,I find it impossible to concentrate in the kitchen,unless I put her on her high chair which would irritates her less than 5 minutes.I don't think that I'll be as productive as I was last year..LOL!
Any who,as suggested by my dearly husband,who is very confident that we will get orders for our infamous kueh sarang semut, I will try my best to concentrate in fulfilling all the orders (soo far 10 boxes)Okla tuh...not soo bad..Praying that at the same time,I will be able to do as much ibadah as I can on this month regardless on how hard its been trying to catch-up with Ai'syah..
(ummi's not complaining about you dear,just telling how well you're doing these days..:))
To those who's been reading this,I pray that all of us to have a blissful Ramadhan...InsyaAllah..

I am grateful because..?

2010-07-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

Taken from The Secret,one of the things that one should always remind themselves of is by making this list..

to still being able to breath,to use all of my God given body accordingly..
to have my hubby n my baby...:))
to have a family that functions well.(i think soo)
to have a roof over my head,and all other basic necessities.
to spend every single day with my lil sunshine watching her every step of the way...

Ai'syah is 8 months old today!Ummi's very emotional..wargh!she's starting to stand on her own whenever she find anything that she can lean on to..It seems like yesterday I first saw her in that labour room,speechless..

Si Molat ku..

2010-07-08T21:25:00.000-07:00

Buah hatii pengarang jantung ummi and baba..Nur Ai'syah sudah masuk 7 bulan...Sudah meniarap,merangkak tapi jatuh2 lagi..Cepatnya anak ummi besar!Rasa baru semalam Ai'syah menangis minta di angkat,sekarang Ai'syah dah pandai kepak2 kan tangan kalau mahu ummi atau baba angkat.
Minggu ni Ai'syah mengasah skill baru,memanjat!Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa takutnya ummi tengok Ai'syah memanjat.Duduk pun tak betul lagi.Badan ummi pun dah dijadikan tangga,apa yang penting Ai'syah boleh panjat..Ummi nampak kesungguhan anak ummi tu..Semalam entah berapa kali Ai'syah jatuh..Ummi rasa nak nanges jer bile Ai'syah nanges..Sayang ummi...Ummi tau Ai'syah tak sabar nak berdiri macam orang lain..Tapi tolonglah sabar sayang ku...Nenek ngan Tok Wan kata Ai'syah ni nak jalan cepat kot..Yeke??Alahai..anak ummi..nak jalan dah ke??

Of love and breastfeeding..

2010-07-01T02:42:00.000-07:00

Last week my sister had to leave for Geneva (5 days) work purposes.We've been discussing on who were going to help her husband took care of her kids,especially the youngest one.Mama said she don't mind taking all three of them back to Pekan,but my sister refused to let Faris missed his school and I was more worried on Faiz cause he is fully breastfed at nite.Therefore,we decided that Faiz and Aina stayed with me while mak jang comes and stay with me to help me out since I also have my little girl crawling around the house.While Faris stayed with his dad soo that he wont missed school.
the first night was a bit hard on faiz since he is soo used of his mother's smell.somehow my mum manage to comfort him and he sleeps.around subuh time he cried again,poor boy,I decided that I should just gave him my milk.(has been agreed by both parents and my hubby beforehand)He was a bit confused at first,but then continued drinking untill his full.Alhamdulillah.later he cried I fed him again.Ai'syah now officially have a big brother!*practically the look of the week,Ai'syah and Faiz fighting over the fan remote control,Aina refused to interfere cause she wants to sleep.LOL~

Whenever I fed him,I kept thinking this would probably happened to Ai'syah if I decided to go back to work,and its such a relief to know that I'm there for her.Faiz is way independent since my sister send him to her office nursery,so during day I don't really have to fed him up untill evening cause my sister fed him during lunch break.Ai'syah on the other hand never experienced nursery let alone staying with anyone else but me and her baba.
The few days he was a bit shy with me,then day-3,he starts playing with me and whenever I call him to come to me,he jump right on my lap waiting to be fed..aww...how cute is that?
Thanks to makjang for coming to the rescue for I don't think I can yet handle 3 kids at one time.It was a good practice though.(Seriously,found a new respect for my sister who had to take care and work at the same time,even mama had help when we were small)Tabik spring!Toing3!
I really missed Aina's singing Air pasang pagi..these are her version:

Air pasang pagi,sulut putol lima,
nonya manyun pagi,ciram potok bunya,
potok bunya melo,tanam tepi bolam,
itek betulo,ayam, menetas,
cik babe,yatuh lalam payit,
cik aminah atawe,laret.laret!

I've record it on my phone,but I cant yet transfer it.Aina is the best.I wished one day Ai'syah got that smart , funny bit of Aina.makcik..makcik...Ummi missed you!

Berbaloi ker??

2010-06-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

Saye bukan alim sangat..tapi satu bende yang paling saye pantang...orang yang memang dh lame bertudung,bukak tudung mase kahwin!Woh!Pantang betul saya..Tak tau kenape,tapi rase macam..Tolonglah!Iyer,ade kate2 (Correct me if i'm wrong) "Berkerjalah kamu bersungguh-sungguh hari ini,seperti kamu akan mati esoknya.." Tapi die takde pulak kate,cabutlah tudung sekali,sebab anda hanye kawen sekali..Ha?ade2??TAKDEKAN??
Iyer,betul..it's all about personal choices..kubur lain2..yer itu jugak..tapi tolongla!tolong!kenape?hampir sepanjang hidup anda bertudung,tapi pada hari yang mulia,perkahwinan(sangat suci!)kenapa anda memilih utk buat dosa??kenapa?tolonglah fahamkan saye..sebab saye tak faham..Bukankah membina masjid itu sungguh besar pahalanya??Meraikan pernikahan itu besar hikmahnya?kenapa perlu buka aurat yang selama ini dijaga?
Saye memang emo pasal bende ni..Siapa yang terkena dan terasa saya mintak maaf..Ini PENDAPAT saya.Berbaloike?Bile tue2 anak2 tengok gambar mak mase mude2 seme bertudung,tetibe die tengok mase kawen mak tak pakai tudung..Ape agaknye mak jawab?
"Owh,tu skali je mak bukak tudung..mase kawen.."Adik nanti pun bleh bukak tudung bile kawen..Yer mak yer?

p/s:emosi mungkin dipengaruhi PMS.sukela..blog aku..LOL!

Dugaan...

2010-06-15T01:47:00.000-07:00

Dalam hidup ini,kite sentiase di uji dan sedar atau tidak kite juge menguji diri dan orang di sekeliling kite.Tak kira apa jua ujian itu sebagai hamba di bumi Allah ini seharusnya kita sedar bahawa ujian2 ini jugalah yang mengukur keimanan dan ketaqwaan kita kepada Yang Maha Esa. Saya juga kadang2 lalai dan lupa tentang hakikat itu,tapi semenjak melahirkan seorang amanah dari Allah yang kami namakan Nur Ai'syah,saya rasa pandangan saya tentang perkara di sekeliling semakin berbeza.Segala-galanya semakin jelas,sesetengah persoalan yang tak pernah dapat dijawab seakan-akan terbuka dengan sendiri..Kenapa hari ini bicara saya serius sebegini?Mungkin kerana sesuatu telah terjadi menyebabkan saya mahu berkongsi.Ingatlah,ujian dan dugaan yang Allah beri pasti ada hikmahnya.Janganlah kita alpa dengan dugaan dunia,semuanya sementara..Tolonglah ingat amanah Allah kepada kita..Ya Allah...Maha Besar,Maha Mengetahui, permudahkanlah segala urusan kami Ya Allah...amin...

p/s:saya bukan berceramah,tapi mengingatkan diri sendiri dan sape2 yg mungkin membaca blog ini...WaAllahhuallam..

I AssUmed..

2010-05-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

What an easy way,

I assumed you've said it,

You assumed you don't need to said it,

I assumed you've understand it,

You assumed I wouldn't understand it,

Then you'll assumed I cried because of it,

And I'll just assumed you never really care if I did,

Cause at the end of the day,

When you see the words ASSUME,

It's simply said,

We're making an ASS of U and ME;

anyway..

*picture

jalan2 Indonesia..

2010-05-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

dlm byk2 tmpt kenape sy pg Indonesia?:

sy ade tiket free,tp asalnye sudah awal2 beli utk ke Bangkok.tak sangka,bile tiket dh confirm,baju merah dan baju ijau bergaduh.dh try tukar,tak boleh..

kami sudah janji mau bwk keluarga bercuti krn thn lepas,tiket free tidak digunakn kerana sy mengandung..

sungguh teruje nk ke Bangkok utk kononnye mengambil stok blaus2 cantik dh murah disana,nak jual disini.

Jakarta-Bandung,sudah pernah sy,suami,ibu mertua,and adik ipar kunjungi,jd kami tau arah tujuan,mama sy mmg dh lame mengidam nk ke Bandung.

bile bertukar destinasi,tujuan masih same,cari barangan yg bole dijual disini,contoh:kain pasang sulam indonesia..

murah dan berpatutan..

tragedi2 sepanjang perjalanan:

papa demam.smpi2 tk larat jalan,die tido diblk sj..sian papa.

mama jln ngan mak ke mangga2,kami jln kemudian skt untuk tunggu papa mkn,kami ke mangga2 tak jumpe mak seme,jln sendiri,nk blk,mak msj,mama ilang..haha..haip!sian mama..blk otel,rupenye mama dh blk dulu,dgn bantuan bdk indonesia yg baik hati..

esok ke bandung,papa msh demam,suruh papa tunggu disurau smtara kami membeli,naik kt surau,papa plak ilang!mama sudah nanges..mall dh nak tutup,hubby berlari2 dlm mall dr tingkat 7,mencari papa..papa ade kat tgkt bawah..

rupenye2,tukang sapu yg dr tingkat atas sudah inform pd security,syukurla..

smpi LCCT,aku skt perut,begegas ke toilet,tk ingat bwk handbag tak,bile blk sml,tak jmpe handbag..aku plak berlari2 dlm LCCT!aduh...mujur polis kat dlm sgt prihatin..membantu,cek sml,ade bwh stroller ai'syah!!!separuh mati mencari...rase nk nanges sbb kene marah ngan hubby...:(

wajah2 kepenatan...last stop..

kesimpulan:

jgn leke sgt beshopping,nanti kene tinggal.

jage kesihatan klu tau nk jalan jauh..(papa special kes)

makesure ingt mane letak handbag w/pun tercirit skali pun..hahaha..

saye sayang suami saye..:)

Al-Fatihah..

2010-04-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

Pagi tadi seorang sahabat memberitahu isterinye selamat melahirkan bayi lelaki
~alhamdulillah..tahniah Mir..

Tghari makcu telefon beritahu, baby Ayie (juga seorang sahabat) meninggal dunia
~innalillah..Allah lebih sayang kan Dania,Yie sabarla...

Ketika itu,aku dan Ai'syah duduk berdua,bergurau-senda,air mata mengalir mengenang
baby Ayie yang sebaya dgn anak ku..Ya Allah..bersyukurnya hambaMu ini....

Murah!Murah!

2010-04-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

Walaupun saye tidak se-nerd kakak saya,tapi saye ade satu hobi yang agak bermanfaat iaitu membeli buku.Tak kire buku lame ke buku baru,saye suke perasaan di kelilingi oleh buku2.Dulu zaman2 Shahputra,bile saye stress saye pergi Popular sorang2 dan duduk dekat celah2 rak buku smbil bace buku smpi budak dlm kedai tu pandang saye tak puas hati.(Eleh nanti org belila!)
Cinta pade buku cerite ni memang wujud dari kecik,terime kasih kepada mama saya yang rajin bawak kiteorg pg kedai buku takpun hadiah birthday,mesti buku cerite.
Kembali kepade tajuk diatas,kakak saye selaku org kuat Goodreads Malaysia dah lame ajak syae ke Amcorp Mall sbb ade satu kedai buku ni yang entah camane boleh jual harge yang sgt murah berbanding kedai2 buke biasa.Saye ade jugak tgk website kedai ni dan sgt teruje,cume suami saye bukan jenis orang yg suke duduk dlm kedai buku lame2,so die pun cam buat2 tak dengor je bile sy ajak kesitu.
Sampaila beberape minggu lepas saye bacekan Ai'syah buku yg kakak saye belikan utk anak2 die,dan Ai'syah sungguh teruje barulah die ajak saye cari buku untuk anakanda kami..(thank you Ai'syah!)Bile kami msk dlm kedai tu,kami due2 gelak,mak ai!murahnye buku kat sini!buku baru tau!Entah brape byk OMG kuar dr mulut saye bile tgk harge buku dlm kedai ni.Jadi skrg,takde alasan lagi utk tidak membace!InsyaAllah,tahun ini usaha membaca akan di pertingkatkan!Amin!

p/s:special thanks to kakak kerane memperkenalkan kami dgn BookXcess!

About A Boy..

2010-04-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

Last weekend was all about friends and family..We went to Hadi's new ginormous house not knowing that most of his family members are also there visiting.There me and Alya met Hadi's cousin named Arif,an 8 years old boy who is very2 cute(jambu giler!) and very2 smart.And if I may add, very2 polite. When the mens decided to hang around on the balcony of the 3rd floor, we stayed inside as we do not appriciate being the second-hand smokers,this boy politely asked if he could sit with us.What started as a simple hi then continued to be this long conversation about Arif's telling us story on how one each of characters in his PS3 games killed each other(the boy had a photographic memory).Then he started to teach us these texting shortform such R.U.N.S?(are you an ass),I.C.U.P (I see you pee!) MINS?(am I an ass?).And we were like,owh..okay..(we felt soo old,thank u Arif)Then comes his jokes:

Farmer A sells fish,Farmer B sells meat.what did Farmer C sells?:Pharmacy-medicine la!
When is the Irish potatoes are not Irish?:when it became French fries!

and etc.May I remind you that he is 8 years old?and he speak fairly good English.I just wish I had his picture taken soo that I can show you guys how cute this boy is!hehe..Talking to this boy reminded me of my childhood,how different they are,and how much different would it be for my little girl..I think Arif's parents did a very good job in raising him (dispite the texting part,he learnt it from his sisters)and pray that one day I'll be able to be the best Ummi to Ai'syah..

p/s:Arif nak jadi menantu aunty tak??LOL!

Glee FEVER!

2010-04-12T09:03:00.000-07:00

If you read my sister post,she did mentioned on how much in love she is with Mr.Shuster..Well,me too...This week will the 1st part of the season finale and I can't wait!!!Starworld just keep on playing clips from the series and this one particular songs stick to my head like a gum..Love the lyrics,would have use it if I were teaching now...Ahh well..enjoy!

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Imagine by John Lennon..

p/s:this songs had nothing to do with any political views..:)

Sorry,I'm not Asean!

2010-04-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

Aku ngaku tau aku mmg tgk Fuh!,Melodi,seme..cam pekare wajib di hujung minggu..nak tengok bende bodo ape lagi artis2 Malaysia buat and ape cerite2 panas sebab aku dah malas bace Pancaindera dan yg sewaktu dengannye (exception hanye pade Siti Nurhalija:saye sayang kak siti saye!)Balik kepade topik.
Wartawan Melodi ni tunjukla muke sorang pelakon Indonesia ni , aku tak tengok citer ni tapi suami ku suke gak skali skale layan sebab budak ni comey,bolehla..Die mix Jerman.Cite tu pun takdela hit mane kat M'sia ni nak compare dengan Bawang Putih Bwang Merah dulu..Wartawan tu dokla ikut die,die baik punye buat muke belagak,muke cam Uuuu-I'm-soo-famous-please -go away kat reporter Melodi.Silap besola,lagila dieorang ni datang.
Sat lagi bleh la die cakap "I'm sorry,I don't know how to speak Malay...I'm pure German,my dad's German and my mom is Indonesian,so I have no Asean blood,sorry,I can't speak malay.."
Aku macam what the fish???Which part of Indonesian are you????aaaaaaaaaargh...bodonyer...
Satu Malaysia tengok...ko mengumumkan kebodohan ko wahai Laura WTF...hahaha....

Family vacation..Post ini penuh dgn gambo..:)

2010-04-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

Tahun ini 04.04.10 genap papa dengan mama berkongsi hidup 34 tahun..Dari kecik lagi tiap2 kali ulangtahun ini mama mesti amik cuti.Baru beberape tahun lepas mama suggest kami bercuti sekeluarga bile time ni..Tahun lepas tak sempat nak bercuti ramai2,tahun ni alhamdulillah..sampai hajat mama..anak menantu seme cukup..kiteorang seme happy tgk mama happy...

Posing kurus yang sangat dibenci oleh kakak ku..bahahaha!Balik kepada topik asal,kami beradik-beradik(perkataan ciptaan Vince AF) pakat nak bbq.Memandangkan akula yg agak free,make mengoffer diri utk memarinate segala ape yg nak dibakar...Tup2 mlm tu mama buat suprise plop,die dah awal rupenyer tempah segale mende kat situ..Cubelah tengok makanan ni ha....

10 dewasa, 4 kanak2, 2 baby:memang tak mampula nk dihabiskan..siap leh tapau buat breakfast ni pagi esoknyer..hehe...paperpun,terime kasih mama!

kami yang makan sampai bodo (term yg aku cipta bile mkn terlalu byk smpi takle berfikir)...syukurla...Esoknye kami ke Melake,Port Dickson ade laut yang tak brape selera,jadi aku dan suami memberi cadangan ke Melake memandangkan suami sangat biase dengan Melaka (blajo lame disitu).Tempat yang best bawak budak ialah:ZOO!!!

Sungguhla penat bejalan kat Zoo Melake,dulu zaman becinte-cinte dengan suami kami penah kesini..Mase tu jalan setengah je pastu naik bende yg mcm keretapi tuh,sekarang dah tukar plak,nak naik kene beli tiket dari front counter..Mak ai..manela nk pusing semule, zoo bapokla beso...Anakanda pun sudah mule rimas dan kepanasan...Acu tgk tu...

Baik punye baba senyum,Ai'syah sudah naik temper...Papa entah brape kali menyedup heeler die..Semput papa mengikut cucu,mak jang dengan sakit lututnye..Sian die...Mujur banyak kerusi nk rehat2..Seronok tengok abang ngah,yuyu,aina,faris and faiz excited tgk macam2 binatang..Zoo Melake teduh,tu yang best tu...Mama and yang lain semue balik esoknye,tapi aku dan suami terpakse balik malam itu jugak.Suami di panggil utk bekerje,ape boleh buat..Malam tu pas maghrib,bbq skali lagi hasil2 marinate aku dan suami...Pastu kami bertolak balik..Walaupun rase penat smpi nak nanges sebab kene balik mlm tu,aku tahan,suami ku lagi sian,kene keje lagi esok nye..jadi aku redha...Saye sayang suami saye sbb die BEST!! :))

Bawah ni gmbo pelancong dari Jepun yang sgt choooomel...Sumpah budak ni kiut!Ilang rase penat tgk die ni...

p/s:hargailah keluarga anda!

Mini Me!!

2010-04-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

Now tell me how cute is that smile?Ai'syah now can smile,laugh,grunt,and babble,and this week she starts eating solid food(not that solid cause i mixed it with lots of water)still,she's eating now..She is currentlt 5.8kg (alhamdulillah..)There's nothing more rewarding then to wake up next to her round shinny eyes smilling at me..(Still haven't buy her own crib) And personally,I think she starts to look like me...ngeh..ngeh...They said if the girl looks like her mom,they will not get along so well,I don't buy that..Look at my sister,Kak Yah,sometimes I get this tinge of jelousy cause she's like Ma's bestfriend and she look like Ma too...So,I'm praying..one day that I'll have that with my girl..

*picture was taken by Mr Zosat when we were there to pick-up cupcakes that his wife made..Thanks Is!

@#!!!##$$%

2010-03-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

~feeling unappreciated~

~why,oh why~

~though I know I'm being tested~

~My dear GOD ,only YOU know how I felt~

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2010-03-22T07:57:00.001-07:00

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saye sayang makjang saye...

2010-03-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

I once said to Ijad that I have two mums..Well,it's true.I do have two mums;mama and mak anjang..The two most important women in my life..Now that I'm married,I have three mums..hehe..Anyway, my makjang was my mum since I was small...She practically raised me alongside my mama cause we stayed in the same house.

I think I starts sleeping with her when I was 2 or 3 years old.As mama told me when I was bigger,that she had to sneak me out from makjang's bedroom and take me to sleep with her.Then in the middle of the night, if I realized that I was not sleeping with makjang,I would cried and ran to her room instead...I remember when I was small,my family members would asked me questions such:

"nanti makjang kawin,cane?" Then I would boldly said: "Lin tolok suami makjang tido bawah" mine or mine,sometimes I had this guilt that I was responsible of her being single till today..But then again who am I to questions Allah's destiny for her?

My late Tok Wan always reminds me to take of her and I will (InsyaAllah) do my very best to gave back all the love that she had given me all this times..

I'm kidnapping her for a week to stay with me now,though she's been complaining that she got nothing to do here,I knew she is having a good time relaxing at my place...Planning to take her to do some shopping at Jusco once hubby's back..

work..not working..working???

2010-03-12T10:40:00.000-08:00

Yes!The decision is final,I will not be working untill further notice..When it comes to that darling big sparkling eyes girl, "I" are now turned into us or we.As much as I would like to work,she's is always on top of my list as I said before.Here's some of my pro's and con's:

Pro's:(InsyaAllah)

I would not missed her first laugh,first word,etc.

we both would not be worried about leaving her to strangers.

She would be able to be fully breastfeed exclusively.

Con's:

Me not having my own money..(financial independency)

me not having my own space (really?hehehe,ai'syah sleeps at 8pm)

me having my low-self esteem syndrome again when I'm around friends who work

Conclusion:

The word "me" cannot be used in my case,she and we and us are more like it..As I poured out this thoughts to my very young but wise girlfriend, she then said to me " Kak Lin,janganla you risau dgn duit yg you mungkin takle nk bg kat mama you bulan2, mungkin bukan masenye lagi..Sape tahu setahun dua lagi camane,Tak semua orang sekaye you skrg,ade anak,ade suami, ade keluarge yg sayang.."

P/s:How I am glad to have a friend like you...Thank you dear..:))

4 years..and its growing stronger...

2010-03-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

I can still remember one particular night that completely change my life..

That late night phone call..

That conversation that brings a smile and a happy tears to my eyes....

That one answers that kept me blushing...

That proposal...That declaration...That you are falling for me....

And that I am falling into you....

Sayang...I love soo much...And I pray that this love will last forever...

Only He knows how thankful I am to have you in my life..

Your my knight in shining armour, my hero , and my Superman....

kerja!kerje!

2010-02-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

woh!Ai'syah sudah 2bln..cepatnye..dah pandai menegur,senyum, and best skali mencemik..olo2..cayang ummi..kembali kepade tajuk,esok interview pertama,last interview sblm ni dgn "mereke2 -yg-tidak-punye-hati" walaupun berjaye,tp tak kemane..jd esok sy akan interview for the post of educational writer..ape tu?hmm..tidak brape sure,rase cam tulis2 workbook or magazines for schools.I thinkla..well,will see..
nak kate debo..hmm..cam takde perasaan ni..bahaye,sbb nanti ms dh nk kene interview br debo..dahla bezaman tak speakang..aduiyaiii! Paperpun doakan yg terbaik,ade rezeki,adela kan?Beratnye rase nk tinggalkan buah hati saye,haih!(blum dpt keje lg dah nk emo2 pikir cane nk tggal anak..)Till then...Later!

How fast time flies...

2010-01-10T19:28:00.000-08:00

It is coming to the end of my confinement period here in my home sweet home Pekan.All these mixed emotion of having to go back and be on my own is starting to scare me..All the questions are running through my head:

can I do this on my own?
can I handle the stress?
am I going to be able to work IF I manage to get a job?
will I'll be able to be a good mother,wife and a daughter at the same time?

now lets try to answer all the questions..

well,technically,my hubby's at home most of the time,so I still have help cause I knew his very helpful,just not as much help compared to having my family members helping me now and the fact that I'll have to do my wifey chores(cook,clean,etc)
i should be able to handle the stress giving the fact that I would probably won't be working...lol!
hmm..that's a tricky one,I'll get back when it make sense to me..huhu..
InsyaAllah...if my mama can,I can!woh!(Malaysia Boleh!)

Conclusion:I am a helpless spoil women who soo used of having helps around..but then again why would I be complaining if I have such a caring family rite?:)

Berat mate memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul..

2009-12-29T22:46:00.000-08:00

Alah,pegi jelah,bln 6 nanti bleh buat rayuan..kejap jer..Rugi tak pegi,susah nak dapat posting dh sekarang ni..Takkan taknak keje?Penat belajar tuh..
Hmm..sedapnyer memberi nasihat..Tak nampak ke budak kecik kat tangan saye ni?Suami saye bkn keje cam suami org lain,weekend cuti boleh dtg..Sape plak yang kate saye taknak keje??Dah tak pg posting,tmpt lain takle keje ker?Teruk sangat ke keje swasta?Mati ke kene blacklist ngan KPM?Dalam hati ku seru, "sabarla fadzlin, orang lagi senang bercakap ttg ape yg tak jadi kat dieorg,latak die kat tmpt kite,blum tentu die bleh handle.."
Mama saye keje swasta, dari saye kecik, adelah 3 kali saye pg cek kat hospital kerajaan.Yer,mama saye takde pencen,tp saye tau klu mama bleh sara kiteorg berlime,kenape tak saye dgn suami yg bekerje?Saye yakin,insyaAllah rezeki saye ade di tempat lain..Memang senang menasihat,tapi klu kite tak penah ade ditempat org tu,jgnla lebey2..Pikirla pepatah diatas...
Saye tak pergi posting bkn sebab saye terpakse berkorban demi anak dan suami..Saye tak pergi kerane saye yakin ini yang terbaik buat kami bertiga..saya masih merangkak membina sebuah keluarga, dan saye yakin yang rezeki ade di mane2..Allah menguji saye kerana Dia tahu,saya mampu hadapi semua ini...So,kawan2:let me know if there's any jobs vacancies for me aite?

One Year!!

2009-12-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah,its been a year that me and my husband share our life as husband and wife..Coming to the year 2010,we'll be starting a whole new chapter as parent and for me hopefully as a teacher..( i tell you about tat in a whole other entry).Remembering back a year back yesterday,was one of the most beautiful day of my life.My wedding day,and fast forward this year,
the same date, I have an adorable little girl in my arms, sleeping like nothing else matter..
Its the best feeling,knowing that waking up in the morning that you have that two person waiting for you to kiss them..hopefully in near future the number will add up..insyaAllah..I have soo many people to thank to,but most of all,I have to thank the Most Merciful for blessing us..There's no words can describes how thankful we are for what He has given to us.
My dear husband,whose working day and night,trying his best to fulfill this little lady needs and now another little girl who also will be relying on him.Thank you sayang..We love you...And I pray for us to be forever till eternity...Amin...

Buah Hati Ummi and Baba

2009-12-22T21:31:00.000-08:00

Wahai Nur Ai'syah sayang,harini genap hari ke 24 kite bersama.(Tapi klu ikut misi 23).Ummi dgn baba still jakun ngan Ai'syah..9 bulan kami tunggu Ai'syah tau...(Well,almostla 38 weeks) Tak sampai seminggu sayang ummi ade jaundis sket,lemah lutut ummi,mujur seme org sekeliling ummi gagah2 belake.Alhamdulillah,semalaman jer kite tido KSH.
Cukup 10 hari misi timbang,sayang ummi dah 3.2 kg.Baba senyum,ummi kembang, berkat susu ummi kan?Masuk minggu ke2 ummi "terajar" sayang habit baru,tido bawah ketiak ummi..hehe...
Ummi rase best sangat bile ummi peluk sayang,sayang trus senyap,tido baik punyer...
Baba yang dok ulang alik dari Puchong-Pekan pun tiap-tiap kali balik nak pelok sayang cam ummi..
Ummi bgla can,sayang pun suke kan baba pelok?
Baba cium sayang tak renti2 klau die ade..(hmm..ummi pun dh sket jeles tau..) tapi takpela..seronok tengok baba jatuh cinte dgn sayang..macam ummi jatuh cinte ngan sayang dari hari pertama ummi rase sayang gerak2 dlm perut ummi...Wahai Nur Ai'syah,buah hati ummi dan baba,jadilah kau anak yang solehah..Doa kami sentiasa dgn mu...

Nur Ai'syah....

2009-12-15T23:44:00.000-08:00

30th November 09,4 pm,Puchong..our long waited bundle of joy was borned...there's no word can describes the feeling that I have for her...all the backache,and all kind of sickness for the past 9 months seemed to just flew out of the window every time I looked into that beautiful face...Dear Alllah...how great Your love are!We're blessed..and I am grateful for Your gift to us...Alhamdulillah..thank You Allah...

apela....

2009-11-20T22:44:00.000-08:00

nak kate bodo ade degree..ade diploma...gambor personal,klu nak letak kat fb jgnla bagi seme org tgk...kan bende tu boleh ditapis...haih..tak pasal2...org yg tak besalah menanggung malu....sian adik yg comey lote...ex-bf yang dah jadi ex...emo sungguh rasenyer memikir ke"cerdikan" seorg pempuan ni...haih..reporter m'sia skrg pun satu, mmg senang keje..amek jerla citer dr blogger yg kumpul gossip..pastu publish kat paper,janji jual...adik ke kakak artis tak kire,janji blakang bleh letak artis kire bolehla...seme pun dah nk jadi ala-ala US tabloid,selagi boleh..kakak,abg,adik,nenek, seme korang nk hentam...cubela bagi gossip yg menarik sket klu yer pun nk tulis gossip...dok gitu?

interview...

2009-11-05T01:20:00.000-08:00

"Puan2 dan tuan2 boelh terus ke aras 3 untuk sessi temuduga..Sila semak nama anda di pintu2 bilik temuduga.."yer..bejalan dgn penuh nervous ke aras3.rupe nyer kat aras 3 ade satu lg aras..patutla sekolah ni ade lift..confius jgk td..semput nyawe naik tangge dgn baby yg dok menendang sbb ummi die tak mkn lagi..(cian anak ummi..)Ok,skrg cari bilik yang ade tulis name sendiri,ding3!we have a winner!bilik 2,and my name was on the top!(aiyok!whyla put my cgpa there??)dgn gelojoh nyer bg salam,2 org panel dgn confius pandang,"tunggu org lain dulu yer,nanti kami panggil.."hahahaha!malu nyer....
Ok,dh tak kuase nak bace PPSMI,1malaysia,budget2010..I just want to get these overwith..budak2 ni berceritela,ape kawan depe kene tanye..smlm dah called Pauline ngan Fatni yg interview the day before,kesimpulan yang dapat ialah,tak yahla study berie,nasib je seme..kene panel ok,okla..kene yg saje nk membunuh pun jawabjela..tak tau toksah nipu,kate je dah bace,tp tak ingat..haha..exactly what happened to me..
Mule2 tu cam smooth jer,background,extra co-curiculum activities...bla2...experiences...tetibe,
tetibe tanye,biase ngan term NRI?NKRA? And I was like (shit!I've read that,ape ah???)semanis-manis senyum ckp,"maaf cik,saye ade bace,mmg sy lupe.." (ha!gelakkan diri sendiri!)
nasib panel sorg lagi tnye,"awak bace paper"?owh,saye bace dan tgk berite..(Ceeeh,baik punye cover,tp mmg mlm td saje tgk berite dgn tekun..tau dah..)surat khabor pun browse online jer..
tapi kire penyelamat jugakla..sbb ade bende yg tau kan??
Soalan best gakla:apekah yg istimewa nyer pd Fadzlin yg boleh disumbangkan pade sekolah?
(Owh,ade sessi memuji diri sendiri:Fadzlin suke!astagfirullahalazim...)Mulela menggebang pasal diri sendiri..Cakap ajela..kang tak ckp kang kate tak confident pulok...
Itula kesimpulan temuduge yang hebat!haha!Tuhan saje yang tahu ketornyer rase ms mule2 tgk name atas skali..Tapi pas tu Dia cam tenangkan hati dgn sendiri,make terhasillah jawapan2 diatas..Paper pun,sgt bersyukur di panggil interview,biarla posting tahun depan pun,atleast satu stage dah sattle...Lega..Terime kasih kepada yang memberi tips dan sokongan..anda mmg rawks!

I'm not ready to make nice...

2009-11-03T21:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday while I was browsing my tv's channel I stop at these particular documentary on one of the movie channel.It is basically about the Dixie Chicks and how they were struggling from this one controversial comments that one of them made about Bush who was the president at that particular time.(I think its in 2003).Anyway,one of them said that they're ashamed that Bush came from Texas cause he was all into wars at that time.And being one of the leading country band they are,almost all these typical rednecks that are the main listener to country music were angry at them..They practically boycotted them and they even get a death threats..Craayyyzeee!I know..

Anyway,after all the nasty stuff they have to go through,in 2005 they came out with a single entittled :I'm not ready to make nice. Proclaiming that they would not appologized with the whole stuff cause they are right..Guess what?They gain more fan from outside the country music world and won five out of five Grammy's nomination that year!I guess it's true what they said"there is no such thing as bad publicity?"Anyway, I love this songs and its lyric...Yesterday only I discover the whole story of the song.. My internet is acting up soo I can't really post the video clip here..:(

p.s:I also found out that the lead singer is Nathan Petrelli's (Heroes) wife!hehe..

sale!sale!

2009-11-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

Yer...perkataan kegemaran Fadzlin dan suami..hehe..Tahun lepas kakak ajak pegi cam malas,sebab cam tak berkaitan sangat.."Buat apela aku nak pegi My Dear Warehouse Sale?"Tahun ni,ha!Siap promote kat seme orang,jomla pegi..Kakak dan cousin2 saye kate memang murah,stroller seratus lebey jer!(cam makcik2 kan?)Sindrom bakal menjadi makcik sudah hampir nampak nyer..Dulu kalau Vincci sale,mak ai cam nak demam selagi tak dapat pegi..Sekarang..Kalu lalu tepi Vincci tengah sale tetapla stop,pegang2,try,pastu cam..haih,tak yahla..pakai Crocs ni lagi best..Padahal dulu kalu kasut tak bertumit memang tak pandang..Seriously bukan pasal harga, ni semua pasal comfort..

Mase kat UPM ade sampai argue ngan sorang member ni..I told her,save your money and spend it on one good pair of shoes, biar mahal tapi boleh pakai lame.Cause she kept buying new shoes every month from the same shop..She was saying "bukan seme orang can affort to buy expensive shoes or have others buy for them (guilty-as-charge)." But then again,its not the question rite?Unless you're into fashion's in and out,maybe you will get bored with the same shoes in a month. You're a student, your money may come from your parents or your schoolarship.Why would you want to spend it to 12 pairs of shoes per year?

I meant, I love shoes too..but I am also well aware of my current position at that particular time as a student...But then I remember my diploma years, when Vincci was my best friends, I would buy a pair everytime there's a sale..Cause I wear high-heels to class..(Yes, I was young and stupid) haha!What on earth was I thinking??(I must not be thinking then?)

Anyway, I think changes that happened arounds you change you...Your way of thinking,your style,and your values are the things that makes you what you are there and then..And honestly, I think I'm starting to to love these changes though sometimes I think " Owh God, I'm one of the makciks now?"

Ketulusan hati

2009-10-30T21:06:00.000-07:00

Cinta ku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal lingkar
Tak kenal nustapa
cinta ku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia
Untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk diri Mu
Kau dengarkan kasih Ku

Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal lagu
Keyakinan hati ku
Hanya untuk diriMu
Selalu...

Cinta ku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal lingkar
Tak kenal nustapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia
Untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk diriMu
Kau dengarkan kasih Mu

Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintai Mu
Tak mengenal lagu
Keyakinan hati ku
Hanya untuk diriMu
Selalu...

pada dasarnya ia memang lagu cinta..tapi kepada siape cinta itu?masa mule Lin dengar lagu ni,memang masa time2 nak kawen..lagu ynag sangat asyik..Tapi due hari lepas,pasang Astro Oasis,lagu ini di tayang dengan liriknye dan video klip berjuta-juta manusia di Kota Mekkah..
Tak sedar, air mate jatuh mengenang rindunye pada Masjidil Haram..lagu itu terus bertukar makna dalam diri..terime kasih Astro Oasis...

Don't waste my time..

2009-10-29T22:31:00.000-07:00

Young or old makes no difference,
The questions of are you ready or not,
May come to preference,

Are you ready to commit,
Or are you just looking for fun,
Choose your answers wisely,
Or else we're done..

Love maybe the four letter words that comes to your mind,
But those four letter words does you know what its determine?
The past, the present, or the future,
Pick your choice,you'll may be mine,
But did you know there's other words that followed the rhyme?

Are you familliar with "trust" or even "commitment"?
If these bother you,maybe you should stop and think for a moment..
It is something you gain,
And it is something you have to give..
Do you think you can do both?
To gain and to give?

So,for the one last time,
Stop wasting my time,
We maybe young,
But I'm a girl with a plan,
I know what I want,
And soo should you..
I'm walking away,
Cause YOU're wasting my time!

P/S: written to a friend who is about to end her engagement..some men are just jerk..I love you girl..You know you deserve the best..

the clock is ticking..

2009-10-28T19:07:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah..it has come to the last trimester..there's nothing I could or would wished for except that I'll have a safe delivery and a healthy baby girl (insyaAllah)..God knows how it feels inside,the mixed feeling of anxiety and happiness that I'm sure me and my husband shared..I know he tried his best not to look worried soo i would be less worried,but his eyes tells it all..Is there's anything my husband bad is:is hiding something from me..Its like a curse and a blessing in the same time..
I know he's worried that i may go into c-sec (nauzubillah)..I know that he worried he'll be working during the delivery,and most of all his worried if anything happen to me and our lil girl..That I know for sure..It's nice to be pregnant when you have such a lovely husband..(angkat bakul sendiri nampak?) But honestly?Can anyone tell me if they husband actually wake up in the middle of the night just to give their wife a foot massage?Dispite the fact that he just came back from the long hours flight?I didn't meant to wake him up really,but when I had that cramp..I am really in pain,and I would cried like a baby..Then the next morning I would walk like a dinosour,cause it would still hurt..
Anyway, I'm heading for my posting interview this 5th November.Had to read loads of crap to prove that I wanted the job soo bad..(I doo...hehe)Do pray for me people!

Ramadhan yang special :))

2009-10-08T00:13:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah....sekejap jer dah habis Ramadhan...sayu sungguh rasenye nak raye Ramadhan sungguh istimewa tahun ini..walaupun ibadat tak sehebat orang lain tapi memang Lin suke bulan ni..dari dulu lagi..selalu cakap ngan suami..bulan ni sangat 'magic'..hmm..sebab tu lah Allah bagi sekali je setahun..Walaupun tahun ni puasa ngan baby dlm perut,syukur sungguh rasenye dapat puase kurang satu hari je..(muntah dgn hebat di pagi birthday sendiri,ingatkn bleh tahan, kol sepuluh dah lembik sgt dah,tak tahan...)Ibu2 mengandung first time,please be noted that bersahur kene tau ape yang kite boleh dan tak boleh makan..seme org lain selere,tapi bg mengelakkan kejadian muntah seperti saye,tolongla jangan sahor makan campur2 mende yg pedas dan manis..perut tak smpt nak digest dlm ms yang singkat..huhu..
Disebabkan tidak bekerje dan mengadu terlalu kerap kepada suami tentang tahap keboringan dirumah bile die kerje..Kami memutuskan untuk buat biskut raye sendiri..Biskut raye yg pertame dibuat ialah Biskut Bunge Cine @ semprit bunge resipe mokde yang sgt hebat..
Cubaan pertame semprit kembang sampai takde bentuk bunge..haaha..klako gile..tergelak sorang2 malam tu sebab semangat sungguh,ijad tak sampai airport lagi dh start buat..Trus called mokdebertanye kenape jadi gitu..rupenye tepung kene tambah and klu nk kembang just nice kene buat kecik2 or dlm cup..haih!sungguh perasan bagus tak tanye sblm buat...Misi die teruskan..malam tu tido dkt pukul 1..alhamdulillah semprit menjadi lepas dpt tip dr mokde..
Biskut seterusnye,choc chip.Pastu sarang semut..ha!tu mmg hebat..buat ngan suami tercinte since die mmg nak sgt kueh tu..siap nak bisness lagi tahun depan.(yelah tu yang) Pastu buat cornflakes madu,last skali buat mini popia gulung,ni pun ngan Ijad..punyela jauh sampai Shah Alam nu pegi nak beli serunding ikan yang memang hebat..kiteorg struggle nak menggulung popia tu..barulah tau betape tak berbaloinye nk bisness mende tu..penat..
Bulan puase ni jugak Lin cukup 26 tahun..Ijad buat kek kukus pisang..special la tu...hehe..
(tak kisah pun sebab rase baby dlm perut ni hadiah paling best untuk kiteorg bedue) Tup2 die bagi jgk hadiah lain..handbag..hehehe...mmg misi die utk berhenti beli handbag dah sebenarnyer..tapi suami mmg lebey kurang jugak klu tgk handbag yg lain dr lain sket...so collection handbag Fadzlin bertambah lagi..(thank you sayang!)
Hmm..ape lagi eh?Owh tahun ni Lin raye umah Ijad dulu kat Temeloh sbb raye ketige Ijad dah keje..Mmg mule tu rase cam mama!!cane la nk raye mama seme takde?pastu pikir balik,haih!papa pun org Temeloh jgk..deorg pun blk sini..huhu..So,walaupun lambat,petang raye pertame pun Lin still jumpe mama,papa, and adik-beradik yang lain..Kire untunglakan kawen org dekat2 ni??hehe..okla..nanti smabung citer pasal raye in details..:)

Alhamdulillah...

2009-08-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

There's no more words that could expressed the gratitude that I've been feeling this past few weeks..I just attended my convocation last saturday in UPM.As hot as the sunny sun was,it didn't matter to me..I'm finally graduating!My black long dress didn't even bother me eventhough I sweat like a pig (my husband direct translation as "bepeloh cam babi" lol) I knew that inside the hall the air-condition will be freakingly cool..

It was wonderful as both my mama and my mak made it.Though they have to travel all the way from Pahang for me, I knew that they knew how much I wanted them there..And not to mentioned the new level of my husband patience was being tested as he had to drive back and forth from UPM-Pekeliling-Puncak Alam-UPM.Just to make sure that he kept his promise to me.That he'll be waiting for me outside the hall.My dear papa was also very kind to just go with everyone's flow eventhough he was very hungry due to not having lunch prepared by me..My Along,who got his SLR lenses cracked due to the over-excited classmates of mine who did not throw the mortar board up high but to the front..(I am truly sorry long,I'll make it up to you one day,that's a promise) and lastly, my dear nephew, who was such a good sport fallowing his Uncle Ijad ( in faris words "Untle ijat') around without causing any trouble..

It was rather emotional to me as I tried to fight back my tears..remembering how much I wanted this degree.And how much my mother spend her time,energy ,and money to makesure that I'll made it this far..As walked out the hall and I saw my mama,she said "Tahniah sayang,mama takde bunge untuk Lin,malam ni kite dinner mama blanje.." and I said to her, "it's okay..Trime Kaseh ma.." and I said to myself,I should have said some more things,but we were caught in that moment.We were just hugging and kissing each other cheeks with the teary eyes.

I guess she knew that I'm lost for words and I truly hope that one day I'll be able to say all the things a should have said to her...Mama,you're my inspiration..and forever will be my hero...I love you...I'm tearing up now,so I guess I better stop...Please do not take your mom for granted..

The beginning of the end....

2009-06-23T03:53:00.001-07:00

Its my last week in the school..I can help the mixed feeling of happy and sad..
Happy:

I started to make new friends among the teachers,we've grown to like each others.
my students and I are starting to really getting along..and they are nice kids..and i love them...
I like to know that when I wake-up in the morning that I have some place to go:school...
Above all, I love it that I am done with my teaching practical.I have learnt soo much in such a short time.That I am moving foward,closer to my goal,that I am graduating this August with my little bundle of joy with me,that I will be able to sit and reflect on what have i accomplished within my four years in UPM.

Then there goes the sad part:

I'm not sure if we going be seeing each other later on.
My students will just forget that i once exist and practically forget what I've tought them.
I will restart my old habit of being a couch-potato.
That I will not know how long the posting process will starts.The interview,the posting,and everything that comes with it..

Whatever happens I always remind myself that I should always,always be grateful for what I have.And everytime I failed to get something that I have worked for, I said to myself, I can't have everything I want and when God didn't give you something you want, He must have His own reason for doing soo..He is Always Fair and Knows Everything..So, I am forever grateful for what He has given me..Alhamdulillah...Thank you Allah...

My Baby…

2009-05-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

I now officially have two babies to take care off..My hubby (the-big-baby) and my baby “baby” (in-the-making) he/she is three months this week.. Last Tuesday we went for the second check-up, during the scanning it was moving….upside down..it was soo adorable..last month it was really small..in a month the transformation was such a miracle for both of us…and it moved…we were awed by it ,when I came out from the doctor’s room I was bursting in tears…(blame the hormones!) suddenly I felt all the tiredness, the puking, the mood swings, GONE…it was worth it…I would never understand how anyone could just throw away their babies... in whatever circumstances that they are in…its just pure unhuman…even the animals protect their babies….

Back to our little bundle of joy…I’m feeling way much better now, still have times that I am nauseated by strong smells( bau org masak kari,bau asap rokok,b.o yg sgt habat )or by tooth paste(had to get a maternity tooth paste,lol). One thing for sure, I can eat rice again!Not saying that before this I can’t even eat it,I just lost the appetite, but now its on again and I am happy!:) Amazingly,I actually lost weight last month..I read that some lost weight on the 1^st trimester but will be gaining in the 2^nd and final trimester…so,I’m guessing I’m fine then..the funny part is ijad’s stomach is growing a bit bigger now that most people that we know are noticing it…my dear hubby,he was on training for two months and he finished most of the food that I can’t finished..soo there you go…He didn’t really gain any weight its just the stomach..hehe…cute…( only applicable to me,cause he’s mine :p)

Well that’s the updates…Lin is pregnant and vewy2 happy…in 4 weeks time will finish her teaching practical.!!yabedabedooo!!!!

on the plane to Bali...

2009-03-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

Sitting next to my dear hubby in our flight to Denpasar, Bali I just finished eating our "dried-chicken-rice" (dried or not dried, it cost RM9, got to finished it...dose,membazir!). I sort of promised my dear ex-roomate that I will update my blog, so this is me trying my best to write again after being mrs haizad...(ade kene-mengene ke?)
Back to my journey,I think I have developed this new hobby of trying to put these groups of peoples in curtain categories..Who is these groups of people? Well, I actually have the pleasure of observing the fellow steward/dess.Which airlines really doesn't matter, cause I've only have been travelling using these three particular airlines which are AirAsia,MAS, and Saudi Air. Why don't I let you guys decide which are these people belongs to which airlines okkay?

The very-very nice one

These are my most favourites! Always smiling, and you can see it in their eyes that they actually enjoy serving others.You can't fake that rite?

The nice-straight face

They have this straight serious face that kinda gives some the wrong impression that they are angry? But if you asked them for any assistance, then only you see that they are not angry. After all, we are all human. She or he just may had a bad day...

The-know-it-all face

Uuuu...I hate this face..Normally these types are overly "groomed" ( i think you get what i mean) I've had experiances with few of these type. There this one particular incident that I cannot seemed to get over with.

As you are well aware that I am not the most tallest person in Malaysia, I always have trouble putting my bags into the-very-high compartment.I remember saying "Boleh tolong saya letakkan beg saya?" (With a smile of course) Then she looked at me and said "Cik mintak tolong orang kat belakang tu eh."(Straight face) And I was stunned..The plane is only half full, and my bag are not even big....WT...And I looked at the back, NO one was there!!And during the flight she dared come to me and said "Puan,nak beli souvinier?" Ya Allah, at that time I was pretty sure that she really forgot to see the mirror before she go to work that day...I don't even wanna starts with the make-ups.She looked like a mother of 5 and she dares called me Puan??I was wearing a freaking tshirt and jeans,with my fake LeSportSac bag!!!You are SOO NOT COOl!(okkay,emo jap,sambung2)

the-gediks (male and female)

will not go about short skirts that are shorten soo everyone can see the free peep show..refuse to elaborate, you'll see these when you get on the plane yourselves.

the-whatever-face

Really?If you don't wanna go to work,why bother?? get your MC or something.Your job is serving people.And that smarty-pants, requires you toooooooooooo? SMILE!!Comprende?Not asking you to polish my shoes, a smile would not kill no one.

For those who may get offended by these posting, I'm sorry but I'm just like other customers you know,who happened to pay for their flights and just happy with a smile..(well,maybe i only paid for the tax)And you know what they say, "Customer is always right.Right?"

Lin signing off..Later!

the starting of the new beginning...

2009-01-30T19:24:00.000-08:00

We made it...Alhamdullillah...There is nothing in the world would replace the mixed feeling that I felt on that 27th December 2008.We've been together for almost three years, went through all the ups and downs together as a couple..On that particular date,it was official..We both made our promised to Allah and to ourselves that we are going to be together as long as He allows us to be.Through all sickeness and health, for richer and poorer, as long as we shall live...

Today, it's been 1 month and 4 days since we've became husband and wife..I found myself falling in love all over again with him..(some like to believe its a phase) But I think I am growing to love him more and more each days that we've spent together...The way he kissed my forehead everytime we wake up from sleep is something I look foward in my every waking moment.In my heart I pray, "Dear God, please let all of this last till my last breath.."This must be the feeling of love...

macam-macam...

2008-10-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

hari ni rase cam nak gelak pun yer cam nak marah pun yer...nape?

yang nak tegelak:

citer mimi semalam,miss x kat kelas kiteorg yang satu kelas tak suke mengaku kat cik pah die tak suke kiteorg..(she's like 33 years old tau...very high-school)
cam tak pecaye kat kad kawen tu name sendiri...(Kembang jer rase bile tgk kad tu...bebunge2 cam dlm hindustan tu..nak nyanyi2,pusing2 pokok cam aishwaria rai...hehehe)
tgk kawan2 yang dah makin matang(not all)..how they faced each problems everyday,how fast time flies...
my confidence in driving,trust me,i pray a lot in Mekah so that I have courage to drive again..
anak2 sedare yang dah makin besar dan makin pandai...faris yang rase die pandai swimming and aina yang rase die dah boleh jalan..they're soo ADORABLE!!

Yang nak marah:

driving school yang asyik cancel driving class...byk lg bende aku nak buat...geram!!
wireless kolej ni,Ya Allah..sabojelah...
lelaki namenyer Safwan:PENIPU besor!used to know him before,did not know him anymore..
budak2 yang tak matang2 kat kelas tu...dah nak pegi praktikal,perangai lagi terok dari budak sekolah menengah..

Paperpun,semue perasaan tuh takboleh mengatasi satu-satunye perasaan yang tengah bebunge kat hati saye...nak jadi isteri Yuzairill Haizad....hmm.....wife...husband...wedding.....Allah jerla yang tau betape bersyukurnye saye....(huhuhu...tetibe nak nangis....)

p/s:tulisan seorang yang tengah PMS... :)

Counting the days...

2008-10-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

It's closer...and my heart is beating with mixed tunes...here I am..25 years old...starting a new journey with the man I knew for almost three years...we grew together...fight together...cried and laugh together..I pray that this would last forever..I'm soo nervous at the same time, so thrilled to start a new phase in my life...very mushy today..hehe..Anyway let do a little check list on the wedding stuffs:

hantaran=sattled
pak andam=booked
photograper=booked
bunge telor=not yet
guest souvineir=bought
wedding dress=booked(ijad's side,on the way)
invitations= done by next week
kursus kahwin=done
HIV test & permohonan kahwin= to be done ASAP
car license= on the way ,6 more hours to go..
bed=to be bought ASAP
cooks=booked
menus=confirmed
maid of honour=kak yah
bachelorette party=still not confirm...:(
booking hotels for friends=will get to it ASAP!!

p/s: salah satu brg hantaran ku....hehehe..

I think that's all..?I'm sleepy now..tata!

Would one be happier?

2008-10-13T21:44:00.000-07:00

Do you ever be in the state of mind where you felt helpless?Well I am in that situation..the feeling of not being able to do anything that you think you could have done...but you can't..
Then you'll get depress and suppress at the same time..No body said that life is easy..But,wouldn't be nice not to have burden in a day..I guess that is why God's created heaven.The only place that no problem will come to you.Where you'll have that wonderful life forever..There's a catch,it's also not easy to go to heaven..There's a whole lot of things you have to face to get that special reward.
As a conclusion,IT IS NEVER GOING TO BE EASY! I'm not questioning my faith,this is just a little reminder for me..And or whoever that may read this blog of mine..

Why I need a new blog?

2007-09-14T10:47:00.001-07:00

I'm bored with my old blog
Friendster is too full with unknown people.
I like blogspot better?
I want to write freely,not everyone knows this blog existence
I need a new journal
I have to write my feeling somewhere
I like to crap around during my not-soo -free-time
I need a place to place my so-called creativity?
Why are you even reading this?Suke ati la nk tulis ape!